THEN was yesterday * TODAY is Hi’Story

Yesterday. Pre-Alignment
Prepared, and Released

I’ve been thinking. “If you understand what that means “my thinking” Please… read along…..

Up until 3 weeks ago, I had no idea how serious the vast amount of  “knowledge”  I had lacked for having much “understanding  if really, any; in the way of the Authentic Wholeness, Involving;   * “Being in Alignment ;  3 weeks ago, to me was,  a far off  type  THING”.       ~ Until only 3 days ago (just noticed the #3)  Like all events I experience, I was delivered. “BOOM, pREPARE FOR lANDING, YOU HavE ARrIVeD;  Here I am falling into Alignment getting comfortable/ finding the comforts within my human senses and form. Iside my Being I am small, and coming to, like as if I had been in space without my body, only Numinous Spirit and Deep Roots Connected to my Soul;! What this is Being HERE; Where I have been unfamiliar as a possible place for my days of Alignment.

TOLD MANY TIMES; “Everything will fall in perfectly when you reach that state of “finally aligned” Here, Prepared to Assume My Position of Purpose, Seeing the authenticity in something by me, ever even imagined to understand. ******* “Being” *** HERE.  Is a miracle. When Alignment Is Cascading Through The Veins Like A Transfusion. Being HERE. This is A Miracle.

That first sight of, “MINE, BEING” * within * “BEING HUMAN”  **”HERE”** 

   *** {I AM “MY authentic reality” }   

“BEING” Allowed THE; seeing of what “BEING” is within Alignment looks like, is only part of what I am taking from what is from within, coming in, etc….. 
From where I’ve been. From 3 days ago where I was. @ 2 days pre alignment. Yesterday was exactly, (from being here. Now.)  that. forever my recalling my, Yesterdays Sunday; Day Pre Aligned.   {monday}’s  HERE; ——————-                with you, being human, we are human’unity = (my current situation) :

“From birth up to a week before today, I had not been introduced into my body. . . .   I will grow into myself while with ALL of you, sharing as I receive.
I’ve never, been grounded within my human body. 
I’ve only lived outside of the realm of “Human”. 

  • Will you consider a part of you coming along to experience, OTHERWORLDNESS            I am unfolded into thinking. ……  to think is new. for me. {today}. . . . . . . . . . .               think what best for is  {the term of thought and process} in the way of us, 

  “BEING” +“HUMAN”

  • Uni
  • You
  • Us
  • Me & My approach, thinking, pondering  >>>>>> on how & what you feel, by what direct truth evokes by the reality of “a considerate thought of your feelings”
  • Feelings : A human process I’ve never battled with
  • Fear :  I have not felt 
  • Confusion :  No, that either
  • Heartbreak :  Not even when my family was a part of THE tragedy. A NECESSARY experience for me.
  • I have not experienced my “HUMAN” form as you know it
  • Feelings, (as of tonight)  are still NUMINOUS

My experience is MUCH and MORE tragedy than perhaps can be imagined. (more devastating than within the deepest darkest ghetto)
Born to experience the levels of torture, torment, tragedy, death, passing, life, mafia, stradegy, things unspeakable, things you can not imagine, or would want to be told nor have painted to create sight left able to see, I’d not ever share out of respect for the purity in those who know not of these cracks along the obstacle course, I was ALLOWED to conquer. Designed to force me out of my human form, leading me with unnatural gifted faith, to depend on the only strength strong enough.

All That Is Numinous. So,….. I called out in unfailing faith.

  1. While a Human Little Girl
  2. While Being Sad
  3. While Afraid
  4. Deeply Hurt
  5. Fiercely Angry
  6. Devastatingly Hungry
  7. Neglected = Abandoned

I SPOKE OUT. 9 YEARS OLD.
I CARE NOT OF THIS WORLD OR THE PEOPLE IN IT. PEOPLE CARE NOT FOR ANYONE AND I WILL come to UNDERSTAND CARE ! TRUE story. I was 9.

My unnatural gift of faith pulled me up and out into a life of vigorous training,

  1. Delivered Me To where I am
  2. What is happening now 
  3. Here, I am, moved in getting settled in alignment
  4. With Numinous Blessing
  5. In Human Experience

Here is the Kicker. 
I HAVE BEEN PLACED WITHIN THIS HUMAN FORM IT IS HERE I WILL BE UNFOLDED UNTO MYSELF.
I AM EXCITED WITH MUCH HOPE WE WILL COME TO BE EXCITED TOGETHER!.

Looking Forward BIG TIME!

©️ 2018 All Rights Reserved * Vanisha’Bella * Authentic Reality * Whatz Happenin

Author: Bella Uni’Verse

I believe in forever. I believe that the spirit is the love heart. I believe that the spirit is the “souls” (source) heartbeat. I believe in high-spirited humans. I believe in the truth of meeting your souls counterpart in a whirlwind of spiritual dance. I believe life unfolds us in a perfectly charted Uni’Verse’All choreography. I believe in Uni’Verse’All Human Beings. A race where we all finish together, there is no first, and there is certainly, no last; there is only Being Human. I believe that a huge majority misses (longing for what is forgotten) the colors of the rainbow, when in reality; It’s always there even if you can’t see it. I believe we all paint our own picture every day. What it looks like is up to us. I believe that we are all within one system, one spirit, one song, one dance, one breath. ONE 1! I believe we are all one; At least we should be. I believe the day drips with dreams and divinity. I recognize that the sky is not the limit. But what I wonder..... Why is it that we only love to the moon and back? When we can love to the furthest reaches of all galaxies and never return. I Believe ©️2018, 2020 Bella Uni’Verse Authentic Reality, Poet With Verve Publications

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