Allow me to introduce myself;
Hello I am Vanisha’Bella, my name, your name, our names are not only a reference for use to be called upon.
Our names are lyrics in a song written specifically for each and every one of us. Singing Praises. Those who use my name are also singing praises.
Born to be crafted. Like a sword burned, beaten, and cooled; Crafted, over 43 years, shaped by, Uni’Verse’All craftsmanship. Swordsmen include, Jesus, GOD, God’s & Goddesses; An entirety of the, All Dimensional Uni’Verse.
Experiences are vastly far beyond common.
From 2004-2006, forced to bury my whole family including my fairytale husband.
Thrust into the burial business. Everyone in caskets, were prepared personally, those in cremation urns are with me.
I chose to conduct all celebrations of life, speaking on behalf of the family that has been a fortress and core of an empire built from family values, tradition, bonded honor, trust, organization, strength, and Indoctrination ~ useful knowledge that began at home, to allow freedom when imprisoned by the reform of public education.
Tragedy to triumph with a firm stance on a foundation that has been unshakable and fearlessly evolved.
After laying my family to rest I found that, they “passed;” I was left here to die. And DIE I did. 4 years into my death, I was hit with moments of clarity for 5 days. On the 5th day; I was reincarnated in this life and purpose began to unfold me.
The unfolding began with “Me” face to face with “Myself” in the mirror for an hour everyday. Back forth and back again I went within “Myself,” within my memory as far as I could, all the while speaking “My Mind” out loud every detail & more, that founded me “Being” myself up to that point.
That was less challenging than I’ve found to be for most and this gives me hope to share the wonders of unfolding and personal discovery with as many in our beautiful world as life allows.
A major challenge, was humility and having to remain within a,
BOLD, BLUNT, and RIGHT UP FRONT state of honesty and personal honor.
“I ” was revealed to “Myself” entirely. During this time, I greeted myself morning and night with an attentive interest, gentle, loving and kind. It was then my name became lyrics in a song written for me. It was also during this space in time, I was lead to the word “Suigeneris” (you’ll understand more about these 2 words as you continue reading).
Through greeting myself out loud, while looking into the depth behind my eyes, every morning & night; “Good morning, Goodnight Vanisha” wrapping my arms around myself in a confident, deeply cared for embrace.” I became CELEBRATED.” I BEGAN CELEBRATING !
The Transitional Series, Mirror Image was the first received by Uni.
From there the floodgates were wide open.
Some time passed (years) discovery and unfolding continued. It was a gorgeous September day sitting outside, discussing Reiki with a friend, I shared a cascading thought;
“There needs to be a new ancient healing technique.”
In a transparent state one can never see where these instant thoughts come from, (literally, fed EVERYTHING!) however so delightful, the revealing of all aspects began to unfold the inner workings of the, Guided Healing practice now known as, Numinous. Now, the technique was complete long before the revealing of what it would be called.
How “Numinous” was received ~
In a dream! In this dream there was a gentleman, on my healing table. While preparing for the guided healing; He asked, “how long have you been a Reiki Master?”
“I am Numinous” You are receiving Numinous Guided Healing.
AT THAT INSTANT I WOKE UP and IMMEDIATELY LOOKED FOR A DEFINITION, AND WAS found IN A STATE OF AUTHENTIC DISCOVERY OF REALITY! Authentic Reality.
MY AUTHENTIC REALITY
This revealing, unfolded a personal understanding for what defines an explanation for how and why I’ve been so vastly different.
My name is Vanisha, and I am Numinous.
There is a great purpose to reveal Authentic Reality for those who truly believe in talking, saying, and doing.
Begin with, Wondering?
The unfortunate thing about the TRUTH is, 95% of people would rather parish in a fear based comfort zone than allow the TRUTH TO SET THEM FREE.
It was then I became Notably Reflectable.
Rudolf Otto’s Concept of the “Numinous”
He is best known for his analysis of the experience that, in his view, underlies all religion.
He calls this experience “NUMINOUS,”
and says it has three components.
These are often designated with a Latin phrase:
Entirely different from anything we experience in ordinary life.
It evokes a reaction of silence.
But the Numinous is also a Mysterium Tremendum.
It Provokes Terror because it Presents itself as Overwhelming Power.
Finally, the Numinous presents itself as Fascinans, as Merciful and Gracious.
- Wholly Other
- Experienced with blank wonder
- Demonic Dread
- Absolute Un-approachability
- Sense of One’s Own Nothingness in contrast to its Power
- Sense of Objective Presence
- Dependence Energy
- Potent Charm
- Attractiveness in Spite of Fear
Background: Otto’s Vocabulary
In The Idea of the Holy: An Inquiry into the Non-rational Factor in the Idea of the Divine and its Relation to the Rational, Rudolph Otto identifies and explores the non-rational mystery behind religion and the religious experience
(“non-rational” should not be confused with “irrational”);
He called this mystery,
which is the basic element in all religions, the numinous.
He uses the related word “Numen” to refer to deity or God.
Forced, necessarily, to use familiar words, like “dread” and “majesty,” Otto insists that he is using them in a special sense; to emphasize this fact, he sometimes uses Latin or Greek words for key concepts.
This fact is crucial to understanding Otto.
Our feeling of the Numinous and responses to the Numinous are not ordinary ones intensified;
They are UNIQUE
(I use this word in its original meaning of “ONE OF A KIND, THE ONLY ONE “)
OR SUIGENERIS ~ (Meaning ” In a class by itself”).
For example, fear does not become dread in response to the Numinous; rather, we cease to feel ordinary fear and move into an entirely different feeling, a dread that is aroused by intimations of the Numinous or the actual experience of the Numinous.
The word “Absolute” is used in its metaphysical sense of
“existing without relation to any other being;
“Absolutely,” is used with the same meaning.
Finally, by “Creature,” Otto means a “Being Which Has Been Created.”
The Numinous grips or stirs the mind powerfully and produces the following responses:
Otto calls the feeling of Numinous Dread, aka Awe or Awe-Fullness, the Mysterium Tremendum. C.S. Lewis’s illustration makes clear the nature of Numinous Dread and its difference from ordinary fear:
Suppose you were told that there was a tiger in the next room: you would know that you were in danger and would probably feel fear.
But if you were told,
“There is a ghost in the next room,” and believed it, you would feel, indeed, what is often called fear, but of a different kind.
It would not be based on the knowledge of danger, for no one is primarily afraid of what a ghost may do to him, but of the mere fact that it is a ghost.
It is “Uncanny” rather than dangerous, and the special kind of fear it excites may be called Dread. With the Uncanny one has reached the fringes of the Numinous.
Now suppose that you were told simply,
“There might be a spirit in the room” and believed it.
Your feelings would then be even less like the mere fear of danger: but the disturbance would be profound. You would feel wonder and a certain shrinking–described as awe, and the object which excites it is the Numinous.
The Mysterium Tremendum implies three qualities of the Numinous:
a. Its absolute unapproachability,
b. Its power,
c. Its urgency or energy, a force which is most easily perceived in the “wrath of God.”
Because the mysterium tremendum is wholly Other, it is unlike anything that we have encountered or ever will encounter, it arouses in us a mental state of stupor, a “blank wonder, an astonishment that strikes us dumb, Amazement Absolute.”
In this state, The Soul, “held speechless, trembles inwardly to the farthest fibre of its being[;] … it implies that the mysterious is beginning to loom before the mind, to touch the feelings.”
The Numinous has another aspect which co-exists with the,
Mysterium Tremendum, the Power to Fascination.
The Numinous Fascinates or draws us to it with a Force that is Nearly Irresistible.
Otto calls the alluring quality of the Numinous the Mysterium Fascinosum.
At its most intense, this Fascination becomes “Exuberant” and transforms into the “Mystical Moment” or direct, complete contact with the Numen, a state which few people experience from a state of locked in fear.
“Human beings as a species have the a Priori Capacity Of Mind To Perceive Or Experience The Numinous.
The Numinous State Of Mind or the Feeling Of The Numinous must be Evoked in us or Brought into Consciousness;
IT CANNOT BE TAUGHT. MUST BE UNDERSTOOD.”
A bit about Uni”
“Uni” has had a tight hold onto me, from
youth, during the vigorous reconstruction of a fractured foundation. Carried here, where my aging roots have given birth to a flowering platform of my own.
Unlike the opposing foundation laid down by and for generations, as parents idea of laying down a “good foundation”.
Mine was an unstable foundation needing repairs.
A Verse came into my mind and said….
“Let’s Connect Uni; And together we will build”
Identifying in the Uni’Verse as my only hope saved me from breaking,
making Uni = God
Gifted in Verse = Uni’Verse
Uni connected to the motherboard, blessings, provider, and personal intimate identification
As A Uni’Fied Numinous Goddess
The Truth Teller.
Vanisha’Bella, Authentic Reality, it’s Whatz Happenin.