Kiss my Grass !

Kiss my Grass !

Water Nazi

Kiss my Grass 💋 Sincerely, Miss’Understood

Delving Daily

A Divine Dive

What’s you Headline?

Delving Daily – Finding my Way

You look like you need a HUG 🤗

4 arms 2 bodies

4 arms 2 bodies

The average length of a hug between two people is 3 seconds. But researchers have discovered something fantastic. 

When a hug lasts 20 seconds, there is a therapeutic effect on the body and mind.

The reason is that a sincere hug produces a hormone called "oxytocin", also known as the love hormone. This substance has many benefits in our physical and mental health, helps us, among other things, to relax, to feel safe and calm our fears and anxiety.

This wonderful calming is offered free of charge every time we have a person in our arms, who cradled a child, we cherish a dog or cat, we're dancing with our partner, the closer we get to someone or just hold the shoulders of a friend.

©️ 2017, 2021
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Authentic Reality, it’s
Whatz Happenin Inc

Insight into Beauty

Look at what you see !

What do you see. What can you see ?

“Insight into the beauty from the very powerful core of who we are. 

The image that glorifies our very intricate Beings. A look into how detailed and grateful we can be living within a healthy and strong body that allows us to empower outward the finest of our enlightenment.

This image is a visual into where or energetic sources flows through our veins with the conscious ability to acknowledge just how divine each and every one of us truly are.

Grateful we can be alive !

Not simply a life but personally a reflection of beautiful, because we see with our eyes wide open!”

©️2020, 2021
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Poet With Verve Publications

We are L♥️ve

Freedom

Sharing is Caring

– Jamie Bruja DeLa Luna 🌝

How are you Being?

Life Alert !

Take Action !

“We are Human Beings. 
Being Human has not only been lost in the void. The definition is greatly misunderstood.”

“Being” is an action word.
Those who know me are introduced with my greeting them with,
“How are you Being.”
Even without going into a detailed response, they reply with either a thank you for the reminder to invest attention into “How they are Being.”
Or respond with a genuine reply similar to mine.
“I am truly extraordinary every moment of every day.”
How we are doing has become truly irrelevant.

See,
“Attention is like money.
The more we invest, the more interest we receive.”
-this is the principle of life I live by.

- Sincerely Signed,
Miss’Understood

Image seeks Reflection

Hello hello is There anybody out There!?

Seeking the truth through our reflection. Deeply surprising the image. Insight into the beauty from the very powerful core of who we are. The image that glorifies our very intricate Beings. A look into how detailed and grateful we can be living within a healthy and strong body that allows us to empower outward the finest of our enlightenment. This image is a visual into where or energetic sources flows through our veins with the conscious ability to acknowledge just how divine each and every one of us truly are.

Grateful we can be alive ! Not simply a life but personally reflection, beautiful because we see with our eyes wide open!

Hand me that wrench will ya.

Mechanical Deception

Understanding what is beyond what the eyes see is the dynasty that keeps us in alignment with discernment. The eyes only allow what has become common, often leading us into blind deception. Choosing what is damaging and removing what is a gift.

So close yet so far off.


🌬⭕️


©️ 2017, 2020
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Poet With Verve Publications

Come on Will ya !

- The Investment 
When we invest attention into caring about "Self" there is discovery, into looking out past image, I call; 
Time that must be spent in the mirror, where "YOU" find "YOURSELF".

The 2nd very separate and defined behavioral characteristics part of,
"YOU", is "YOURSELF.
(the mirror image series curriculum).

Giving the ability to speak, out loud our truths, without the shadow of a doubt,
when we call ourselves out, laying self out upon the table for discovery, there are going to be memories, events, failures, lost time, regret, embarrassment, stress, "FEAR" of the truth, about family association, even moments of shame; As well as many thing we won't like.
All those “things” that were not, as well as,
are not of our intended design.

I encourage you;
Do NOT not to get caught up in things from the past, or stuck in lies that you might tell yourself.
And NEVER respond to;
“How are you?”
with,
“I’m going through a lot right now.
Instead consider;

“I’m coming through a lot.”

"Come through it; Do not continue to go through it"

Once you begin to really look with the ability
to “SEE;”
You will also find;
Forgotten happiness, joy, fun, accomplishments, love lessons, and overcoming challenges.

This will all unfold because
“YOU" are receiving
an understanding of "YOURSELF,”
who you are, and are not.

You are the designer of what is;
“Your Authentic Self".
Understanding, whole spectrum;
The events gone through in life,

is vital for both, You and Yourself to come through, allowing balance.

Surrender, begin purging out, step upon the scale and weigh in.
I encourage you to begin today.

Stop time, capture the moment.

I suggest you begin spending 10 minutes a day in a mirror reflecting in authentic conversation with yourself.
Put yourself in a mirror, where you can speak, sharing with yourself some of the things you know about the history of your life, come to understand yourself through your eyes.

Looking Forward to the moment when the “History” of your life becomes, “Hi’Story” !

Make that appointment with yourself.
Don't stand yourself up.
(Yourself) will thank (You)


© 2018, 2020
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse’,
Authentic Reality, It’s
Whatz Happenin Inc.

I’m a Rose

A Desert Rose



Beauty’Fly 🦋
- 𝑩a𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒚 & 𝑳𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓𝒔

🌬𝑩𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒓𝒔.
𝑳𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝑹𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒃𝒖𝒅 & 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒎 𝒇𝒓𝒐𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕.
𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒆𝒓.
𝑻𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒘𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒐 𝒖𝒏𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒔 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒑𝒓𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈.
𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒋𝒐𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒖𝒏𝒇𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒎 ‼️

ᖴIᒪIᑕIᖴIᑕ -
𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒍𝒚 𝒋𝒐𝒚𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒕𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔.

ᑌTIᒪITᗩᖇIᗩᑎ Utilitarian -
𝑨 𝒘𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒚 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏, 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒂𝒔𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒇 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒃𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆.
𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒆, 𝒆𝒇𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒄𝒖𝒔.
𝑺𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝑨𝒔 𝑹𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝑨s 𝑨 𝑫𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒕 𝑹𝒐𝒔𝒆.

ᑭᖇOᑭIᑎᑫᑌITY-
𝑶𝒏𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒖𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏.
𝑷𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒒𝒖𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒃𝒆 𝒑𝒉𝒚𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒂𝒍 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒙𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒕𝒚, 𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒔𝒊𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒚 𝒊𝒏 𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒘𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔
("𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆-𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒔-𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆")

©️2018, 2021
All Rights Reserved
The Goddess. Utopia
Poet With Verve Publications

What Do You See ?

Peeking in to say, HELLO 🙋🏽‍♀️

Seek and You will find Me



Even when we look past out image, there are going to be memories, events, failures, lost time and things we won't like.

But once we begin to really look, invoke sight, what we find is forgotten happiness, joy, fun, accomplishments, love, lessons, overcoming challenges.

All of these events that we call life are vital for our balance.
We must be purged out, life put on the scale and weighed out.

I encourage you today to take a moment,
Put yourself in a mirror and tell yourself some of the things about yourself that you do like.

Make that appointment with yourself.
Don't stand yourself up.
(Yourself) will thank (You)
Looking Forward ♡

©️ 2017, 2021
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Authentic Reality, it’s
Whatz Happenin Inc
We are a reflection of ourselves. Our inner child. Our spirit. Stopping time to capture the moment is the life line that leads us to being connected, whole, bonded in a relationship with ourselves.

Pstt….

“When Life Comes From Death and The Loss of Life Teaches us How to Care Enough to Understand how to Love.”

This is the will and Strength of God

When a nightmare teaches us how to LOVE 💗

May I share with you a little something I’ve learned, not by choice but instead by force?

14 years ago I would begin burying my entire family, and in 1 year my family as I knew it was gone.
Since then, up until very recently, every aspect of life had been more tragic and transformational than anything I could have thought possible.

The truth in acknowledging that I have come through these 14 years of challenge a whole Being , mentally, psychologically, spiritually, and even more rewarding is that I am physically still alive is nothing but miraculous.

The details that are ingredients for the recipe of not just our personal lives, but sharing a bond with others, be it friendships, business and most importantly, an intimate bonds, is far more vast than our general thoughts and beliefs comprehend.

I have only been gifted the understanding of these beautiful details because I was a martyr the first half of my life.
{literally and truthfully}

13 people passed in one year and I was the one found bodies, was at the incident, who prepared bodies in caskets, dressing, hair, nails, makeup etc. cremations,
preparing + paying for all life celebration gatherings, obituaries, everything.
To then, at the end of it all realize;
I am the only living adult left,
no one to assist me, to be an elder, just me.

The reality showed me things that only having been forced to see,
is it possible for one to see.
Taking those we care for, for granted is a main course of reality.
This is something after my loss
that since, I NEVER DO and have the gratitude to show others how to also learn how to remember, to the not acknowledge, again not remember, again forget to remember and forget to make this a priority.
On & on Over & over.

Few people understand Love, and I was once one of us who was lost in love.

“I CARE ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND HOW TO LOVE YOU.”

💝 🎁 Note to my future Man.

A Gift 💝 for A Present 🎁

I hope I have found you intrigued, 
eager to find yourself, with an invitation
from a Woman by Design.
I am The Gift.
You are The Present.
Unwrap and uncovered;
I, detect and discover
“The Present,”
is a hidden surprise.

I can show you what’s hidden if you Desire to know.
I’ll give you a hint;
Hidden inside you is something vital to know. The “Present” is You,
must be unwrapped by The Gift.
To reveal the secret that,
“Every Woman Should Know.”

Question;
What does
“The Gift reveal to The Present?”

Your Experiance is A Gifted Surprise.
“Expected to be incomparable to any experience previously had.”

For you specifically.
I design a reel to reel, that will find you at the end of the day, with your head on your pillow, able to say;
“I AM THE MOST FORTUNATE MAN I KNOW!”

I do want to bring to light, my acknowledgment in recognition for the guarantee I have given in my above, written statement.

Guaranteeing to lead you into the hypnotic depths within an energetic surge, the rush of that first step across my threshold, into the authentic reality of closing the {world} door behind you melting into the warmth of my Utopia.

“It is at this point where we then will fall into the sources within the, Hypnotic Golden Glow

Here; You will come to me.
Are you Ready to Go ?

Be Present

Gifted to be Present

I seek to share the collaboration of time with who one day I am sure to discover to be my future, my present, my Man. 

The value of design, is an experience of unknown and otherworldly pleasures.
We will find,; Nothing of a general concept, or typical description in each other’s company.

I am a Goddess.
A Gift.
You are a Man.
The privilege of experiencing
The Gift;

Lying you down, unfolding you, allowing me to discover, touch and delve into the depths of your
deepest hidden desires.

You have fallen comfortably into the blissful kiss of truth.
The Gift of The Goddess, finds you valued, worthy to taste upon the essence, lingering from the licking of your lips, with the tip of my tongue.

Bound and Found Mesmerized;
Absorbing the rush of my hypnotic “Gift,”

Now that you are Present.
Here you choose to find yourself conscious, aware, Present.

The Gift awakens the Man in you.
Discovering and holding your attention with extraordinary power.
Stopping Time, Capturing every Moment, seducing attention by
pumping inspiration into your veins.
Bringing you to Life Conscious;
Taking in each moment,
Pleased, Aware and “PRESENT!”

Within The Gift; He is consumed in the truth She reveals and unfolds at his feet.

The Value you place upon yourself
is the Value of “The Gift” you will discover through your “Thoughtful Approach,” eager to IMPRESS me.

I choose by what I see when I choose to open the note you have sent through text.

I am The Goddess.
And you are ?
Typical or Attentive, to the God Inside the Man?

Invest invest Invest ‼️

Umm Hello !

 🗣 PAY ATTENTION

“PAY” Attention,
for Attention,to be “PAID”
{not payed}

“Attention is like money.”
“The more attention we invest, the
more interest we receive in return.”
This is the principle of life.

©️ 2016, 2021
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Poet With Verve Publications

🗣 Hey You

Through the Looking Glass

Fight The Good Fight

Look • View • See

7 years ago I posted the below photo.

Goodness this is something to think about.
Rings right.
& Righteousness Really Rings true.

I have been, had been trying
for so long to get right,
“Get IT right.”
“IT” Being “Me,”
Life, and the whole of everything that was all wrong and F’d up.
Every time I would fall, fail,
and I mean miserably.
Believe me when I tell you I tried,
I really did try.

When everyone only saw me fail in every way that a Being could fail,
what they didn’t know is how much there was I needed to let go of.

Today I am FREE.
Today I stand in the pretty light
of life.
“The above statement says it all.”

My faith has always been my stronghold.
At the end there in my struggles,
many people thought I was truly and absolutely crazy, a lost cause.
I however knew I could do it,
so, I would keep trying.
I knew one thing for sure, and that was, I WAS NEVER GOING TO GIVE UP,
On Life or On Myself.

I had so much and so many people
I love that made my fight through
the darkness a driving force,
that I’m sure looked crazy from
looking in. And, that is ok.

I’ve learned that no matter the opinion others put out, opinions
are never fully correct and quite often made out of others unsettled unhappiness.
My advice is, go ahead and Toss out the attachments to what others think. Even when we fail, and fall, what matters is, that we get back up and try again like a crazy person wanting to be free !

What I know for sure;
FAITH AND PERSEVERANCE IS THE KEY
🔑!

I believed in myself,
even when I was my worst.
Especially when I was at my worst.

Today; I am layers of beauty and just a heck of a good time. Now learning how wonderful it is to be a best friend and have best friends.
Live a humble and beautiful life
from the lessons of humility.

Seeking the Truth.
Speaking the Truth.
Living my Truth.
Being my VERY BEST SELF.
Today, I am love
💕

Thank you for those of you who
are those of you!

𝓥.

🎤 🔛 IS THIS THING ON 🔛!

Back in Black

Back in Black

When a text, email or call comes through with the intent and attempt
to;

LIE, CON, STEAL, EMBEZZLE, etc.
Flip On The 💡 Light

“Being in the light may burn the
eyes of those lost in the dark;
Where the option to see, holds
the gift of enlightenment
.

In the Gift of light, there is a chance.
In the Presence of dark we are blind.
When someone
🗣calls us out,
there is hope.
When the dark consumes our senses,
we become senseless.
The Power trip becomes
Power tripping, that only leads to being Power tripped by what can not
be seen.

The Power of Karma, is sure to find
ya.
Shining it’s light right down upon
ya.

Karma speaks, this is what she said;
“Karma is both light and dark.”

“In the light, we become the light.
In the black, we embark in the dark
consumed by Karmic destruction.”

Moral story :
when someone shines the light
upon deviant darkness,
let the light burn the eyes,
while out from the dark comes a wonderful surprise.

The ability to see who you can be,
when you wash your Karma and brush
up on your truth.

Karma Karma is sure to define ya
🤗
Karma defines us all.
That’s it. That’s all.

———— my response to a
con-man attempting to steal my
ss #, + $1,500


Just a Sleepy time story for
Hope and Glory.

my waking up at 4:00 am

&
Going to sleep at 3:00 am
is not the best decision

😊
Good morning
☀️
&
Goodnight
💤

𝓥.ఌ
🙋🏽‍♀️

Integrity

Integrity

What is Integrity

What is integrity?
What exactly classifies someone
as having integrity?
Is it simply being honest in
the moment?
Or does it go deeper,
rise higher.
Is having integrity enough?
Can anyone really define this quality?

in·teg·ri·ty
/inˈteɡrədē/
noun

1.
the quality of being honest and having strong moral principles; moral uprightness.
"he is known to be a man of integrity"

Similar:
honesty

uprightness

probity

rectitude

honor

honorableness

upstandingness

good character

principle(s)

ethics

morals

righteousness

morality

nobility

high-mindedness

right-mindedness

noble-mindedness

virtue

decency

fairness

scrupulousness

sincerity

truthfulness

trustworthiness

2.
the state of being whole and undivided.
"upholding territorial integrity and national sovereignty"

Hmm.. National Sovereignty?

Integrity is seeking help when we really need it, be it council,
life coach, religion, self reliance.

Example.
Hypothetically, someone had been
a habitual liar, con man/woman, addict, alcoholic etc.
Having found freedom from these character flaws behind a closed
door with council.

Of course these characters believe they are the only one who knows
and see’s these struggles
and now has found within themselves integrity through council.
Feeling complete and successful.

All the while never having
apologized to those that have suffered at the hand of their
dishonor and dishonesty.
Still and Yet, “said person”
is no longer living with these problems.
Is this integrity?

Everyone eventually sees the change, however left feeling hurt, and neglected, without recognition for having been lied to, conned, etc. Does this classify still as Integrity simply because “subject” has changed their ways?

Is integrity an opportunity to
acknowledge our faults in conversation, humility and an
honorable apology? Even if the
Humility and apology isn’t
accepted, This is beautiful.
This is integrity.
This is success.

When we can share out loud the flaws
we had, find humility.
Here is where success begins.
Success is not letting self down.
Integrity is personal.

VvVvV…vivamente

Likha

VvVvV…vivamente 

Vivacious Variety, entices your deepest desires.
Enthralled, poured over with
the power of her celestial likha.

Subserviently

bewitched & bewildered;
By,
Under,
In,
On,
Below,
Beneath,
Through and between
the likes of an,
Enchanting Vivacious Vixen.
Utopia so perfect,
perfection itself has no
limits and, no end.

Validate your Very own Victory.
Falling into Fantasy
is to Fall unto us.
We go,
Softly
Sweetly
Tenderly
Terrific
Powerful
Incomparable
Indescribable
Authentic Reality reveals,
once you breath in her essence,
👑 coming up for air will only suffocate you.

© 2017, 2020
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Poet With Verve Publications
scintillating

Buried ..

Look
See
Design

Buried Alive

Not only are emotions buried;

Many of us are buried as a whole entirely.
Unable to reflect authentically due to being stifled by the past, be it childhood, youth, or life in general.

When there are hardships and scars from our past, we are hidden beneath the scar tissue
as an image of life's oozing battle wounds, unattended and unable to truly heal.

Life is a complete resource.
If we Tap into the past we are
sure to find freedom in the present.

Mirror Image leads to Mirror Reflection, that leads to
Authentic Reality.

Looking Back
So we can
Look Forward ♡

If we read & read many, many books within our lifetime and never sit down with ourselves to review our
own {Hi’Story} life story, all the books we’ve read will be nearly impossible to apply.


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Bella Uni’Verse
Authentic Reality, it’s
Whatz Happenin Inc.

How Many 👅 Licks

Infinitely 2

I’ve believed, when it comes to choices, there aren’t infinite, there’s only 2. The right & wrong, good bad, will won’t, did didn’t and so on. 

There are infinite options.

I recently realize, and finally mind you haha, how truly valuable understanding energy is.
Not energy just as in whole spectrum, but that I am made of energy.

We are all made up of energy.
The same energy as the entire
Being of the whole Uni’Verse.
All those options. ….
When one {out of way to many for
one lifetime} of those options presents itself affirmative
enough to grab my attention,
{stop me in my tracks}
being energy, I can out loud ask;
“Is this right or wrong for me?”

So far So good.
Immediately after asking,
even as I set out to ask, I know.

I am certain about one option
without fail.
You are all a very valuable and valued part of my journey and that
I am grateful you are here!

Namasakram my beautiful friends!
𝓥. ఌ

“Huh”

Scars are the from with the chrysalis, from where the Beauty’Fly is born.

“What is This”

I shared this photo a few months ago. 
One of the comments made was
“What is this”
I had no idea how to respond! 😯
I was looking at this creation of mine for the past 24 min and now,

I have a response. 😊
𝓥.ఌ
Beauty’Fly

Perfect Exists

Do you want to feel PERFECT 🤩

Perfect 🤩

PERFECT!
I believe “Perfect”
to not only be attainable but vital to recognize as something necessary.

You can choose perfect perfection.

I, in this shining moment am perfect.
When I laugh with my daughter I am perfect.
When I am joyfully {literally} singing and dancing through my day;
I am perfect.
When I wake up healthy, able to walk, I am perfect.
When I receive a phone call from a friend, I am perfect. Together we, are perfect.
….
I believe;
Perfect is a state of mind.
In this moment “truly” even with
all the humility I’ve faced {and face} I seek the beauty in every detail. My thoughts are pure of heart, intentions are pure of heart, and I’ve discovered a freedom
I never would have thought possible!
Doesn’t this allow the gift to claim,
“I feel perfect
{in all my imperfections}
with all tragedies experienced.
I held in there, so… my life is perfect.”

I am the designer of every moment of every day.
I design with my mindset to beauty’s perfection.
If this wasn’t authentic.
If there wasn’t a way to bring perfection life, {perfect}
then the word itself would exist.
“perfect is a State of Mind”

I love you my beautiful friends !
Namasakram 🙏🏽

Made up of Spunk – Vinegar & Energy 🌬 🦋

& Energy 🌬 🦋

I’ve believed, when it comes to choices, there aren’t infinite, there’s only 2. The right & wrong, good bad, will won’t, did didn’t and so on. 

There are infinite options.
I recently realize,
{finally mind you. haha,}
how truly valuable understanding energy is.

Not energy just as in whole spectrum, but that I am made of energy.
We are all made up of energy.
The same energy as the entire Being of the whole Uni’Verse.

All those options. ….
When one {out of way to many for one lifetime} of those options presents itself affirmative enough to grab my attention, {stop me in my tracks} being energy, I out loud ask;
“Is this right or wrong for me?”

So far So good.

Immediately after asking,
even as I set out to ask,
I already know.

I am certain about one option without fail. You are all a very valuable and valued part of my journey and I am grateful you are here!

Namasakram my beautiful friends!
𝓥. ఌ

Scary 😳

Vulnerable 𝒱𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒶

Vulnerability is a lengthy read. Thank you for reading. Thank you for allowing me.

Repair and hope begins with humility. Please bear with me as I stand upon this rock. I wouldn’t be honest if I don’t share, “I am terrified of vulnerability”
Yet here it is.

17 years ago I buried my whole family. 13 people including my husband .
All this loss in one year, six months, and 17 days. I lived in the shadow of this tragedy for 16 of those years.

I had disassociated so successfully,
I see know was the only protection I had from not falling apart completely.
I became both narcissistic and convoluted in my intellectual ability to sustain some type of power, when truly I had lost it all. I had discovered that my family passed away and I was left here to die.

I have two daughters, one of which I’ve always been very close to.
She has always seen me, known that through this tragedy that she couldn’t imagine what it was doing to me.
This unfortunately put a lot of responsibility upon her, assisting my journey and purpose, as she always believed it was greater than I was able to even imagine. You can imagine how much stress is put on her!

Seven months ago, on my estranged oldest daughter‘s birthday, I had overstepped my boundaries with her her parenting and my granddaughter. She told me I needed to stay in my lane, and my lane is where I went, leaving her on her birthday at an intended sleepover to celebrate.

It was at that point both of my daughters decided that they couldn’t take it anymore.

I have been very grateful to have been discovered by a guru who has taken me under his wings. For the past 6 months I have traveled. Visiting different Hindu Temples, learning and studying under monks, and high priests.
I’ve been cleansed, had dozens of pujas and found a freedom
I was beginning to believe was unattainable.

Regret is a rough space.
Regret has also been the most rewarding in the sight of humble humility. I have a very special bond with my granddaughter {I’ve not seen for 6 months} one I have learned I also very much want to have with my beautiful 25 year old daughter.

What I’ve learned, is seeking the truth is all I have. Self preservation and the recognition for what I’ve done to be why our relationship has unraveled.

I know that missing them is selfish as my daughter needs the room to be in a space where she feels ok. Safe enough to allow me inside. I have more hope, having learned, this is just was what needed to happen to allow both of us the space for recognition. Allowing the 2 of us to thrive within a deeper understanding that will lead us into gaining a love, for who each of us are, independently also who we can be together.

I don’t necessarily want to be needed. I desire to be her choice that leads her to want me. Wanted by being more pure of heart.
Allowing her to express herself without my convoluted opinion.

My younger daughter {22} however,
has been traveling with me for 4 of those 6 months and seen curses lifted and the freedom of my Being unfold.

For this I am humbled everyday in her presence. Aware of seeking how to navigate for the most rewarding path needed to sew the seed needed to continue becoming as well as Being
“A Mom”

Providing what she needs and how to be this Being that silently shines a light upon her unfolding.
Allowing her the freedom to be exactly who she is and discover she is safe in my presence.

For this today I am most Grateful.

Seeking to reach my oldest daughter through positivity and having become an overwhelming flow of pure love.

Thank you for reading. For allowing me to be here!
Namasakram my friends
💕

The Great Divide

Self Gratification

This That Divides Us

Sexy is not a compliment.

When a guy calls a woman sexy,
this is selfish gratification.

Telling a Woman you’ve never met
has nothing to do with complimenting.
On the contrary; the act of speaking word comes from a visual desire providing the Man with mental and visual satisfaction.

The rights to the word sexy belong
to a Man that has evolved from the investment of time. The captured moments deep within the beauty of intimacy with a Woman.
Whole spectrum intimacies together.

With the depth of endorsing this spoken, private privilege.
I invite you to acknowledge beauty.
Especially when you have never met the Woman so confidential referring to as sexy.

Her name isn’t sweetie, nor has she endorsed the privilege to be your sexy!

A Woman is a Beauty’Fly
🦋

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Bella The BOLD
Authentic Reality, it’s
Whatz Happenin

Uni’Verse’All
Uni’FYI
Uni’Fied
Uni’Verse
Uni’Verse’City

Break From Reality

Sharing light

My mission with my blog, is to raise people’s frequency by creating a break from reality for 3-4 minutes through my posts. Ace – I was talking to my …

Break From Reality
I would like to introduce my extraordinary friend and bright shinny light, Ace.

I invite you to take a look at his works, he is truly a gifted glowing soul!

Here’s to my friend Ace!

Pump, pump, PUMP up the VOLUME 🎵

Pump up the Jams
🎼 🎶 🎼

🎶 Pump it up get the music jumpin

Beautiful Name!

“Our names are not only for reference. Your names are lyrics in a song written just for you.”

In celebration of our Being Human.
Conscious of our actions as a Human Being.
See,
Being is an action word.

We have to invest attention into how it is we are Being.
Being aware of the extraordinary value of your name,
I sing your praises!

I am here, right now in this moment sending you energetic waves for a life full of joy, and all the wonderful things that comes along with it. Like, all the blessings and gifts that have been prepared specifically for you; Waiting to be claimed.

Compelled to share. - you ran through my mind.

Sincerely,
~ V
Vanisha 🎶 I am Singin my praises
You – Singin your praises yeah you are feelin yourself

Hi’Story 🙋🏽‍♀️

Who Cares ?

Who Cares ?

 - Hi’Story  

What Is Numinous Guide And Healing ?
When we are born, no one has to tell us to breath from the diaphragm, we simply do.

Age 1/5 is when the blueprint for
who we are is set.
Age 5 an atmosphere is built, right below the neck, by all of life’s misleadings, keeping us from whole body awareness, soul and spirit awareness, holding us above the the shoulders, locked in the head.

Numinous Guide And Healing is a technique where I assist in guiding “Self” down passed that {chine} atmosphere, through the throat, taking a moment to visit and dance to the beat of the heart.
Continuing to fall into the safety and security of the {solar plexus}
A space within us all that I refer to as; Our Inner Soul’Ar Galactic Space, where all the abundance of energies, gifts of spirit connectedness, strengths, empowerment, and bravery are. We spend so much of our time. So much of our lives outsourcing. Unaware that every divine resource is right inside of us. Here within our reach.

When we make the journey through the atmosphere the has held us, trapped above the beauty for what is found below living only chin up, our passage way down into the recognition of Being more than a head and face we find safety within our Inner Soul’Ar home security, keeping others out, unable to steal our power.

When we are within our Inner Soul’Ar Galactic Space, this is where, the Spirit And Soul unite.

Spirit becomes the Souls Heart,
The Souls Heartbeat And we become,
Uni’Verse’All
Uni’FYI
Uni’Fied
Uni’Verse
Uni’Verse’City

Here, we discover all the resources for healing we need.
From here is where we become the masters of manifest, manifesting
and manifested becomes all yours!

©️ 2017, 2021
Bella Uni’Verse
Authentic Reality,

it’s
Whatz Happenin Inc.