Scary 😳

Vulnerable 𝒱𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒶

Vulnerability is a lengthy read. Thank you for reading. Thank you for allowing me.

Repair and hope begins with humility. Please bear with me as I stand upon this rock. I wouldn’t be honest if I don’t share, “I am terrified of vulnerability”
Yet here it is.

17 years ago I buried my whole family. 13 people including my husband .
All this loss in one year, six months, and 17 days. I lived in the shadow of this tragedy for 16 of those years.

I had disassociated so successfully,
I see know was the only protection I had from not falling apart completely.
I became both narcissistic and convoluted in my intellectual ability to sustain some type of power, when truly I had lost it all. I had discovered that my family passed away and I was left here to die.

I have two daughters, one of which I’ve always been very close to.
She has always seen me, known that through this tragedy that she couldn’t imagine what it was doing to me.
This unfortunately put a lot of responsibility upon her, assisting my journey and purpose, as she always believed it was greater than I was able to even imagine. You can imagine how much stress is put on her!

Seven months ago, on my estranged oldest daughter‘s birthday, I had overstepped my boundaries with her her parenting and my granddaughter. She told me I needed to stay in my lane, and my lane is where I went, leaving her on her birthday at an intended sleepover to celebrate.

It was at that point both of my daughters decided that they couldn’t take it anymore.

I have been very grateful to have been discovered by a guru who has taken me under his wings. For the past 6 months I have traveled. Visiting different Hindu Temples, learning and studying under monks, and high priests.
I’ve been cleansed, had dozens of pujas and found a freedom
I was beginning to believe was unattainable.

Regret is a rough space.
Regret has also been the most rewarding in the sight of humble humility. I have a very special bond with my granddaughter {I’ve not seen for 6 months} one I have learned I also very much want to have with my beautiful 25 year old daughter.

What I’ve learned, is seeking the truth is all I have. Self preservation and the recognition for what I’ve done to be why our relationship has unraveled.

I know that missing them is selfish as my daughter needs the room to be in a space where she feels ok. Safe enough to allow me inside. I have more hope, having learned, this is just was what needed to happen to allow both of us the space for recognition. Allowing the 2 of us to thrive within a deeper understanding that will lead us into gaining a love, for who each of us are, independently also who we can be together.

I don’t necessarily want to be needed. I desire to be her choice that leads her to want me. Wanted by being more pure of heart.
Allowing her to express herself without my convoluted opinion.

My younger daughter {22} however,
has been traveling with me for 4 of those 6 months and seen curses lifted and the freedom of my Being unfold.

For this I am humbled everyday in her presence. Aware of seeking how to navigate for the most rewarding path needed to sew the seed needed to continue becoming as well as Being
“A Mom”

Providing what she needs and how to be this Being that silently shines a light upon her unfolding.
Allowing her the freedom to be exactly who she is and discover she is safe in my presence.

For this today I am most Grateful.

Seeking to reach my oldest daughter through positivity and having become an overwhelming flow of pure love.

Thank you for reading. For allowing me to be here!
Namasakram my friends
💕

Pump, pump, PUMP up the VOLUME 🎵

Pump up the Jams
🎼 🎶 🎼

🎶 Pump it up get the music jumpin

Beautiful Name!

“Our names are not only for reference. Your names are lyrics in a song written just for you.”

In celebration of our Being Human.
Conscious of our actions as a Human Being.
See,
Being is an action word.

We have to invest attention into how it is we are Being.
Being aware of the extraordinary value of your name,
I sing your praises!

I am here, right now in this moment sending you energetic waves for a life full of joy, and all the wonderful things that comes along with it. Like, all the blessings and gifts that have been prepared specifically for you; Waiting to be claimed.

Compelled to share. - you ran through my mind.

Sincerely,
~ V
Vanisha 🎶 I am Singin my praises
You – Singin your praises yeah you are feelin yourself

Hi’Story 🙋🏽‍♀️

Who Cares ?

Who Cares ?

 - Hi’Story  

What Is Numinous Guide And Healing ?
When we are born, no one has to tell us to breath from the diaphragm, we simply do.

Age 1/5 is when the blueprint for
who we are is set.
Age 5 an atmosphere is built, right below the neck, by all of life’s misleadings, keeping us from whole body awareness, soul and spirit awareness, holding us above the the shoulders, locked in the head.

Numinous Guide And Healing is a technique where I assist in guiding “Self” down passed that {chine} atmosphere, through the throat, taking a moment to visit and dance to the beat of the heart.
Continuing to fall into the safety and security of the {solar plexus}
A space within us all that I refer to as; Our Inner Soul’Ar Galactic Space, where all the abundance of energies, gifts of spirit connectedness, strengths, empowerment, and bravery are. We spend so much of our time. So much of our lives outsourcing. Unaware that every divine resource is right inside of us. Here within our reach.

When we make the journey through the atmosphere the has held us, trapped above the beauty for what is found below living only chin up, our passage way down into the recognition of Being more than a head and face we find safety within our Inner Soul’Ar home security, keeping others out, unable to steal our power.

When we are within our Inner Soul’Ar Galactic Space, this is where, the Spirit And Soul unite.

Spirit becomes the Souls Heart,
The Souls Heartbeat And we become,
Uni’Verse’All
Uni’FYI
Uni’Fied
Uni’Verse
Uni’Verse’City

Here, we discover all the resources for healing we need.
From here is where we become the masters of manifest, manifesting
and manifested becomes all yours!

©️ 2017, 2021
Bella Uni’Verse
Authentic Reality,

it’s
Whatz Happenin Inc.

Greeting Yourself

“I” choose to Care for “Myself” enough to understand how to love me.

Meeting Myself

Remain firm in our thoughts, beliefs, and undeniable truth that we are all (human) Humans Being one race, connected by spirit. 

The spirit of Uni is and has been proven infallible time × time over.

What God looks like is irrelevant and where the inability of putting a face to the name causes ripples of doubt and disbelief.
Solution being holding space to greet ourselves.

A glance in the mirror, or even better, getting in touch with our souls.
Search, seek and find.

I am going to be direct.
No judgement, only care.

We are individuals by height n weight, baby versions of energy,
also being the big picture.
Not a smaller version of anything.

There can be no benefit in narrow thinking, or being so far removed from ones very own spirit.
An intentional relationship having tapped us into a bond with our inner child.

I come from a place of intense care❗
Let’s not limit themselves from
the connection we can have with
(Uni), the source that breaths into us life.

Uni is real, and comes in a package deal with added goodies for our energetic life manifesting pleasures.

Goodie additions include,
1 * individual planetary manifesting power.
2 * Natural healing remedies provided by mother nature.
3 * Power from the energy Lord Luna provides (in abundance when full)
4 * The Sun, providing the ability to live at all❗
5 * Trees to continue the great Godly breath.

More n more n more goodies

So... if we believe in the power of energy, planets, trees, Luna ect.
And believe in these sources because we can see them.
The truth is, no we can't.
We only see an image of these things and miss the source.

My question is, if you do believe in these sources, what do you believe?

Do we know how to gain the understanding for the power in
how to use them?
If not is it unrealistic to say,
There is a desperate need to gain
the tools for a deep spirit understanding of self.

Without these tools, we are
limiting ourselves by not understanding what we know,
leaving us in the void?

Let’s Look within, be within, understand within, then look into
the mirror, you will see a God,
a Goddess.
“You, will see Yourself”

We are created from the energy source.
The motherboard of reflection 🕉

Looking Forward 🙏

Wake up Alive

If anyone ever asks;
“Who are you?”
Find yourself able to respond with 1 word. A word that defines you.

Current Situation

To be FOUND, I had to stop looking. It was then I was able to see and be seen. Namasakram 🙏🏽
Have you ever had someone ask;
Who are you?


When asked, have you wondered,
how to answer?

“WHO”
Hmmm...
My personal qualifying characteristics.?
Based upon the degree of
professional development?
My answer providing the inquirer
with a menu.
A painted image filled with options available for my own situational comforts.

“WHO AM I?”
Options for Feeding my hunger to
“FIT IN?”

“WHO AM I?”
“Reaching To Feel Acceptance”
or a state of self standards.

“Who Am I?”
• A Mother
• A Dancer
• A Doctor
• An Artist
• A Singer
Etc..

“WHO AM I?”

I’d like to share with you my
answer to this question.
A question someone asked me
8 years ago, when at that time
I responded with a list of things
I do.

5 years passed until I not only understood the value of the
question is a reflection of my worth.

So...
I began to define myself as

WORTHY.” - “I AM WORTHY”

For the next 18 months, I began
to delve into the
“VALUE” of understanding reflection. “WORTHY” of standing in the light
of Being an opportunity,
vs Being a character built upon options.

Today I have found myself
“INSPIRED to understand my personal
SELF” reflection.

“WHO AM I?”

- I Am Inspiration
{Inspirational}
{Inspired}

My name is Vanisha.
Vanisha is not a simply a reference.
𝒱𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒶, is lyrics in a song 🎶 written just for me.
I am the composer.
Pure of Heart, inspired to sing
my own praises.

I Invest attention to those I consciously choose to be close
enough to call upon me.
“Singing my song.”

Attention on the importance of
Being “WORTHY” of calling upon one another. I see the recognition of
our personal “VALUE?”

The key is to unlock the door
that leads to understanding our individual WORTH.
WORTHY of singing one another’s praises.
INVESTING the ATTENTION needed to truly appreciate one another’s
VALUE.

Summary:
“You are WORTHY of my time because
I see your VALUE.

I sing your praises.

WHO ARE YOU?
If you haven’t yet discovered the word that defines you. I invite you to respond with the same answer I found to define me during times preparation of my unfolding.
“WORTHY.”
“YOU ARE WORTHY.”

I Am Inspiration and,
Vanisha is my song 🎶

Dear Hugger

Hugging The Hugger

The average length of a hug between two people is 3 seconds. 
But researchers have discovered something fantastic.

When a hug lasts 20 seconds,
there is a therapeutic effect on
the body and mind.
The reason is that a sincere hug produces a hormone called
“oxytocin",
also known as the love hormone.
This substance has many benefits
in our physical and mental health, helps us, among other things, to relax, to feel safe and calm our fears and anxiety.

This wonderful calming is offered free of charge every time we have
a person in our arms, who cradled
a child, we cherish a dog or cat, we're dancing with our partner,
the closer we get to someone or
just hold the shoulders
of a friend.


©️ 2017, 2021
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Authentic Reality, it’s
Whatz Happenin Inc

A Mother’s Gift

Here Now and For all Time.
 – The Gift and The Present
Daughter, you cast a light upon the
room with a golden glow.
Blossoming in the hearts and souls of all who bask in your light and warmth.

   Here Now and For all Time.
- The Gift and The Present
I wish for you to sleep with angels. For God to deliver to you all your hearts desires. 

I wish for you to wake refreshed,
joyful, and with feelings of
clarity, hope in abundance!

You are the brightest light I’ve
ever know or seen.
You are a blossom in the fury of life, splashing color upon all the darkest corners.
You are the most exquisite gift, amongst all the many gifts you
will give yourself in life.

I, am succeeding to find myself enraptured in the value of your
gift, by having become present.

Here Now and For all Time.
- The Gift and The Present

Consciousness

“How are you Being today my friends?”

“Being Consciousness

Continuum – Continually Conscious

Thus continuing the challenge of continually “Being” Conscious

“Be” Honest – “Being” True

“UnI has nothing to do with me and you, but everything to do with Us”

New Personal Challenge

In addition to my Mantras.
In addition to connecting the “Souls” of my feet to the roots of “UnI for my continuing to receive the “Verse” for myself, and to share with my friends,
All of y’all” 💜

I am sitting in my hotel room, thinking about “Being.” Being Human, and what that means;
To Be Human?
Then I thought, I can’t just,
“Be Human.
One must check in with oneself while authentic reflection {in the mirror}

asking; “How Am I Being?”

In addition to my seeking “TRUTH”
Every morning after 6:00am Mantra/7:00am,
again in the afternoon 1:11pm;
And, Every closing night,
I” will check in with “Myself.”
“𝒱𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒶, How are you Being?

Yours sincerely,
Bella Uni’Verse

“UnI has nothing to do with me and you, but everything to do with Us”

– Imagine Reflecting

Image Reflecting

Image Reflecting

 
Reflection is not something that most of us understand in its full measure.
“Image is a universal description of personal depiction.”

We could look in the mirror to greet ourselves with kind recognition, but instead do we check our appearance?

Do we then claim
"A bad hair day"
something we're all guilty of.

Reflection comes from the deepest depths within us, deeper than the flesh.

Reaching down into the roots of all energetic depths,
through the “SOULS OF OUR FEET.”

Reflection comes from the cavities

of our past.
The {history}
Hi’Story of our lives unearthed.

The image is not always reflection.
In order to find reflection,

we have to begin with,
finding time, taking notice of our beautiful details, our beautiful existence.

Proudly embrace what we call flaws, these are perfect imperfections. Consciously invest attention to the privilege of having the ability to, visually capture an in-depth look.
To view admirably, seeing layers of beauty in the mirror.

Greeting ourselves when we wake.
Then again midday,

and before closing our day to sleep; always remembering to meet our reflection in the mirror, saying self, I care for you enough to understand how to love you.

I'm proud of you.
I am brave.
Hugging ourselves with pleasure

to be able.

Smiling upon ourselves,

we grant ourselves a restful
nights sleep.

All of these beautiful elements

that grant us reflection,
we are allowed to do over and over everyday.

Never scheduling a meeting with another Being before we have first greeted ourselves!


Vanisha'Bella
©️ 2017, 2021
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Authentic Reality,
it’s
Whatz Happenin Inc

– Namasakram

The Consequence of Uni’Verse’All Enlightenment 🙏🏼 ​

The Consequence of Uni’Verse’All Enlightenment 🙏🏼

Namasakram
Uni’Verse’City brings Uni’Verse’All Peace & Enlightenment 🙏🏼

Human Being – Being Human – Happy Solstice !

One of my FAVORITES

• Be brave, even if you're not, apply to be the founder of bravery. Be conscious of your “Being” conscious. 
• Don’t move into life in a permanent subconscious state. You will miss 90% of everything!
• Don't allow the phone to interrupt important moments, it's there for convince, not the invasive texts and FB callers who you’ve never met. Instant everything has developed in an expectation for immediate response. NO!
• Don't be afraid to go out on a limb.
That's where the fruit is.
• Don't burn bridges, you'll be surprised how many times you have to cross the same river.
• Don't forget, a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated. Although being truly cared for is a strange thing these days to accept.
• Don't major in minor things.
• Don't say you don't have enough time, you were given the exact number of hours a day that were given to JESUS.
• Don't spread yourself to thin, learn to say no politely and quickly. (less concerned of how you are affecting the one receiving your NO)
• Don't use time or words carelessly.
Neither can be retrieved.
• Don't waste time grieving over past mistakes, learn from them and move on.
• Every person needs to have their moments in the sun, when they raise their arm in victory, knowing that on this day, at this hour, they were at their very best.
• Get your priorities straight, no one ever said on their bed of passing, “GEE, I wish I'd spent more time on my phone!”
• Give people a second chance, but not a third. Judge your success by the degree that you're enjoying peace, health, caring enough to understand how to love.
• Learn to listen, opportunity often knocks oh so softly.
• Leave everything a little better than you found it. (Even if it wasn’t received at the time, you know it was the, your best)
• Live your life as an exclamation, not an explanation.
• Loosen up, relax, except for those rare life or death matters.
• Nothing is as important as it first seems. • • • Never cut what can be untied.
• Never overestimate your power to change others. (Even if it’s tough and they don’t like it, eventually the seed will bloom!)
• Never underestimate your power to change yourself.
• Remember that overnight success usually takes about 15 years.
• Remember that winners do what losers don't want to do.
• Seek opportunity not security.
A boat in a harbor is safe, but eventually the bottom will rot out.
• Spend less time worrying who's right, and more time worrying whats right.
• Stop blaming others, take responsibility for every area in your life.
• Success is getting what you want, happiness is liking what you get.
• The importance of winning is not what we get from it, but what we become because of it.


“When facing a difficult task, act as though it's impossible to fail.”

Looking Forward ♡
There is so much within this that speaks to me. Specifically today, in my current life. There have been so many challenges in this live. From tragedies {my family of 13 plus my husband passing away in just over 1 year} to homelessness, depression, personal struggles to find out who I am without so many insecurities. And the most challenging of all, “Being” honest with myself. 
Honest about “Being” enough.
Honest about NOT “Being” enough.
And... Honestly allowing who I am to be just enough.

Every day is new while I am allowed to simply “Be” Human.

Happy Solstice!
Thank you for accepting me as I am.

The Powerful, Everlasting, Goddess Kali 🩸

Kali, the true Kali, will continue to defy all attempts to tame and domesticate her, as she has since the beginning of time.

Completing Goddess Kali Pt.3

The Thuggee are said to have had their female equivalent in a sect of Tantrists who held that it was through constant indulgence in gluttony of the senses and the five recognised vices 
– drinking of wine, eating of meat and fish, performance of “mystical gesticulations” and sexual indulgence - that a human could achieve purification of the soul and all-embracing union with Kali. It is difficult to discover any concrete information about this group of women – their name, the extent to which they practiced in India, whether they were associated with the Thuggee cult, and whether they died out or continue to exist within the many Tantric sects extant today.
Their ethos has similarities to that of the male Aghori monks of Varanasi who inhabit cemeteries and sometimes eat human flesh as part of their rituals, use marijuana and alcohol, and meditate on top of corpses to help them reach a state of heightened awareness and bring themselves closer to Shiva, Kali’s consort.
Here Kali is shown in her post 17th century, rehabilitated form: beautiful of face and body, blue skinned rather than black, her right foot forward to indicate the correct spiritual path, with her right hands displaying the gestures of fearlessness and blessing and her left holding the sword and severed head. lIllustration from Myths of the Hindus & Buddhists, 1914. Author Surendra Nath Khar.
In part because of her dread characteristics and habit of acting unpredictably, at least to those who tried to control her, devotion came late in the game to Kali 
– even devout Hindus were wary of her wrath. However in the seventeenth century Kali received a makeover from the Tantric Bengali poets in northwest India. No longer a terrifying red-eyed crone, she began to be depicted as voluptuous, motherly, young and beautiful, with a gentle smile, attractive ornaments and pleasing blue complexion. While she continued to brandish weaponry and severed heads, two of her right hands now made soothing gestures - the mudras of fearlessness and blessing.

Today, her image reflects her duality. Kali is depicted in the act of killing but smiles engagingly. Her protruding red tongue signals both modesty (a Bengali tradition) and her thirst for blood. Her dishevelled hair hints at unrestrained blood lust and alternatively the metaphysical mystery of death that encircles life. Her three eyes represent omniscience, her voluptuous breasts both sexual lust and nurturance. Her nakedness simultaneously represents carnality and purity. Her necklace of severed heads and girdle of severed arms signifies her killing rage but are also tantric metaphors for creative power and severance from the bonds of karma and accumulated deeds. Even her stance is imbued with dual meaning. The respectable, right handed path of Tantra (Dakshinamarga) is emphasised by her right foot forward stance, while the infamous left-handed path (Vamamarga) followed by “degenerate” Tantric practitioners such as the Aghori is down-played. While her right hands are generally associated with positive gestures, her left hands hold weaponry – depending on the number of arms she is portrayed as having, a bloodied sword or trident, a freshly severed head and a skull cup to catch the blood. However, even these are symbols of greater purpose. The sword symbolises higher knowledge, the head the human ego that must be severed in order to exit from the cycle of life and rebirth.

In the 20th and 21st centuries, many western feminist scholars have adopted Kali as a mascot of female empowerment, or have politicised her as a symbol of the supposed former matriarchal golden age that came before our present state of patriarchal control and decline. New Age Tantric practitioners adapt her obvious sexual manifestations as a therapeutic tool, while Hollywood employs her as a convenient symbol of malevolence.

But Kali, the true Kali, will continue to defy all attempts to tame and domesticate her, as she has since the beginning of time.
Kali can be depicted in various aspects, both as a terrible force for violence and retribution, and as a loving protective chaste figure. Photo credit: Kashgar
Kali's mantra:

Oṃ jayantī mangala kālī bhadrakālī kapālinī.
Durgā ksamā śivā dhātrī svāhā svadhā namō'stu‍tē

The Evolutionary Goddess Kali ☄️💫🩸

Kali is considered to stand, outside of the constraints of space-time and have no permanent qualities; she existed before the universe was created and will continue to exist after the universe ends. Limitations of the physical world such as colour, light, good and bad do not apply to Kali.

Awe Inspiring, Protective Qualities of Goddess Kali Pt.2

In her earliest appearances, Kali was frequently associated with violent endeavours on the battlefields of the gods. 

In one legendary battle with the demon Raktabija, Kali is manifested by Durga to deal with a situation that has gotten badly out of hand. Every drop of blood spilled by the wounded Raktabija becomes a deadly fighting clone, but Kali turns the battle around and defeats Raktabija by draining his blood before it touches the ground, then devours his replicates. In this story Kali is brought in to play when decisive action is required, when dark deeds must be matched with dark deeds, when resolve must be shown.


- Attributes not always associated in the west with the archetypal Woman. In another story, Kali is summoned by a group of criminals who decide to sacrifice a human to her image in order to gain her favour.
They unwisely choose a young Brahmin monk of upstanding character, however his saintliness shines so brightly that her statue is scorched in his presence. Kali manifests but proceeds to horribly kill her erstwhile worshipers by decapitating them and drinking their blood.
Here, Kali demonstrates her refusal to be controlled by those who think they understand her and her triumph over the attributes of ignorance and evil, as well as the absolute impartiality of her nature.

While Kali was well integrated into the Vedic, or orthodox, Hindu tradition from the first, she also developed a parallel relationship with Tantra. Tantric teachings are a collection of ancient magical stories and folk practices that exist alongside the Vedic tradition, and could be considered to hold to the wild tribal origins of Kali more faithfully than the Vedic.


One of the meanings of Kali’s name is

FORCE OF TIME.

In this aspect, Kali is considered to stand, outside of the constraints of space-time and have no permanent qualities; she existed before the universe was created and will continue to exist after the universe ends. Limitations of the physical world such as colour, light, good and bad do not apply to Kali.

Kali is a symbol of Mother Nature herself,
– Primordial, creative, nurturing and devouring in turn, but ultimately loving and benevolent. In this aspect of goodness she is referred to as Kali Ma, Mother Kali, or Divine Mother, and many millions of Hindus revere and worship her in this form. In Tantric meditation, Kali’s dual nature leads practitioners to simultaneously face the beauty of life and the reality of death, with the understanding that one cannot exist without the other.
It is worth noting that Shiva, in his role of destroyer of worlds, also stands outside the boundaries of the physical universe and is well complimented by his association with Kali.

Kali’s worship was not always so benign. From the 14th century to the 19th century, a cult group called the Thuggee (from the Hindu word to deceive) was operating at will in India. A hereditary sect, Thuggee membership was passed from father to son, although outsiders, particularly criminals, could be recruited if found worthy – or might end up as victim if not. During its peak, the group is believed to have had thousands of followers and during the 600 years of its operation its members are estimated to have killed anywhere between 500,000 and 2 million people. Thuggees proudly traced their origin to the battle of Kali against Raktabija, and considered themselves her children, created from her sweat. Pandering to the fiercest aspects of Kali and her requirement for death, destruction and human sacrifice, the Thuggee believed that they were doing Kali’s sacred work (although it should be noted that they had no hesitation in also robbing their victims).

The British finally wiped out the Thuggees in the mid 19th century, and the cult of religious stranglers ceased to exist except in myth and folklore.
A groups of Thuggees strangling a traveller on a highway in India in the early 19th century. One member of the group is gripping the traveller’s feet, another his hands, while a third member is tightening the ligature around his neck. Anonymous Indian artist. Made for Capt. James Paton, Assistant to the British Resident at Lucknow, 1829-1840.

Understanding, Goddess Kali ⚔️📿🩸

In the eyes of westerners, Kali is a Goddess dark of mind, body and soul, a mysterious Goddess of death and destruction. However her story is far more complex and far-reaching; 
She cannot be easily fitted into a typical western narrative of good verses evil, and in fact transcends both.

Goddess Kali Pt. 1

Hello my lovely friends 🙏🏼 

I will be sharing with you over the course of a few months an in depth look into understanding Hinduism 🕉.

We will travel into the visionary aspects as well as the gifted practices, beholding our Hindu Gods and Goddess.

NOT TO BE ALARMED!!

Kali is a source of many things so, read carefully and resourcefully as to receive understanding clearly and objectively. She is quite the Goddess to say the least!

I hope you enjoy.
Also, if you have any questions, or would like to simply engage, please do! I look forward to connecting with you. Honestly, I desire this very much ! So please, don’t hesitate to say hello, introduce yourself or anything at all. I’m here with hope to bring us together in real time.

Truly, honorably, and sincerely,
Your,
Bella Uni’Verse 🌏
Continue reading “Understanding, Goddess Kali ⚔️📿🩸”

The Gratitude of Gifts Given 📖

Lakshmi is the divine power that transforms dreams into reality. She is prakriti, the perfect creation: self-sustaining, self-contained Nature. She is maya, the delightful delusion, the dream-like expression of divinity that makes life comprehensible, hence worth living. She is shakti, energy, boundless and bountiful.

- Shri Vaishnava Tradition Pt.5
In the twelfth century AD, 
a new form of Vaishnavism called
Shri-Vaishnavism evolved in South India. Like other Vaishnava orders, it visualised Vishnu as the embodiment of the supreme divine principle. However, this order was unique as it refused to acknowledge Vishnu independently. It insisted on the presence of Lakshmi beside him.

For Shri-Vaishnava scholars, such as Vedanta Deshika, Lakshmi is indispensable while approaching Vishnu. He represents righteousness; she represents compassion. She is like a mother intervening between a stern father (God) and an errant son (the devotee).

Maha-Lakshmi, the Great Goddess
Maha-Lakshmi, the Tantrik form of Lakshmi, is less the goddess of wealth and more the supreme mother-goddess; painting from Orissa.
In Tantrik texts, which were composed around the same time as the Puranas, Lakshmi acquired supreme importance. She was Maha-Lakshmi, the Supreme Goddess.

Lakshmi is often differentiated from Maha-Lakshmi. While the former is the consort of Vishnu and the Goddess of wealth, Maha-Lakshmi is viewed as an autonomous entity, the supreme embodiment of the Mother-Goddess. When worshipped as Maha-Lakshmi, Lakshmi is not visualised as a beautiful goddess seated on a lotus, pot in hand, but like a Virginal Warrior-Goddess riding a lion, much like Durga. This form of the Goddess is especially popular in Maharashtra.

Ancient Pancharatra texts that adore Maha-Lakshmi consider her to be the root of all creation. In the beginning, they say,

the cosmic soul—the unfathomable unmanifest Narayana—desired to create the cosmos. But he did not have the resources to do so. As he pondered over this problem, his dormant energy, his shakti, burst forth in a blinding light, manifesting as
Maha-Lakshmi.

Maha-Lakshmi placed the seed of divine desire in the palm of her hand and unleashed the dynamic forces of creation until the three worlds took shape and all forms of life came forth.

In the Lakshmi Tantra, the Goddess says:


I am inherent in existence.
I am the inciter, the potential that takes shape. I manifest myself.
I occupy myself with activity and finally dissolve myself.
I pervade all creations with vitality, will and consciousness. Like ghee that keeps a lamp burning, I lubricate the senses of living beings with the sap of my consciousness.”


Lakshmi is the divine power that transforms dreams into reality.

Lakshmi is prakriti, the perfect creation: self-sustaining, self-contained Nature. She is maya, the delightful delusion, the dream-like expression of divinity that makes life comprehensible, hence worth living. She is shakti, energy, boundless and bountiful.

To realise her is to rejoice in the wonders of life.
“Lakshmi seated on a lotus surrounded by white elephants (symbols of power and fertility) married couples (symbols of conjugal bliss and worldliness); Tantrik painting from Nepal.”

The Beautiful Goddess Lakshmi Continued 💕

Fickle and Independent Pt. 4
Nowadays, Hindus accept Lakshmi as the eternal consort of Vishnu, the preserver of the world. In her long history, however, the Goddess has been associated with many other deities. 

According to Ramayana, Mahabharata and Puranas, the Goddess Lakshmi first lived with the demons before the Gods acquired her. She graced Asuras such as Hiranayaksha, Hiranakashipu, Prahalad, Virochana and Bali, rakshasas such as Ravana and yakshas such as Kubera before

she adorned the court of Indra, King of Devas, the most renowned of Vedic Gods.

Cities of the asuras (Hiranyapura), yakshas (Alakapuri), rakshasas (Lanka) and nagas (Bhogavati) have all been described as cities of gold, Lakshmi’s mineral manifestation.

Within the Vedic pantheon, Lakshmi was linked with many Gods, especially those associated with water bodies: Indra, the Rain-God (bestower of fresh water); Varuna, the Sea-God (source of all water);

Soma, the Moon-God (waxer and waner of tides).
Indra’s wife Sachi was also known as Puloma, which is the name of an Asura-Woman suggesting entry of Lakshmi from the world of asuras into world of devas.

As the Vedic Gods waned into insignificance around the fifth century BC, two Gods came to

dominate the classical Hindu worldview: The world renouncing Hermit-God Shiva and the world affirming
Warrior-God Vishnu.
Lakshmi was briefly associated with Shiva before she became the faithful consort of Vishnu-Narayana, the ultimate refuge of man.
With Vishnu, she was domesticated.
No longer fleet footed, she sat demurely by his side, on his lap or at his feet.

The association with many Gods has led to Lakshmi being viewed as fickle, restless and independent. Sociologists view the mythology of Lakshmi’s fickleness as indicative of her cult’s resistance to being assimilated with mainstream Hinduism. Even today there is tension between the mythology of Lakshmi as an independent Goddess and her mythology as Vishnu’s consort.

Philosophers choose to view the fickleness and independence of Lakshmi as an allegory for the restlessness of fortune. More often than not, there are no rational explanations for fortune and misfortune. Good times come without warning and leave as suddenly.

Discovering The Powerful Goddess Lakshmi 📿

Lakshmi became a favourite of Kings as more and more people believed she was the bestower of power, wealth and sovereignty.

Namaskaram 🙏🏼

Goddess Lakshmi Pt. 3

Continue reading “Discovering The Powerful Goddess Lakshmi 📿”

– Widespread Appeal

Lakshmi provide the inhabitants of the cosmos food, clothing, shelter, and all things that make life more comfortable. 
She also offered wisdom, strength, beauty, luck, sovereignty and splendour— The good things in life.


Blessings of Appeal Pt.2

Pt. 2 of my connected bond with Goddess Lakshmi. You may also find yourself entranced by her divine powers. Receiving from her the Uni’Verse’All kiss from the comforts life spills from having that beautiful bond !
The practice of personifying the beauty and bounty of earth as a Goddess was prevalent in all ancient cultures.

The Greeks had Core, the
Corn-Goddess, who was known to
Romans as Demeter
.

The Egyptians had Isis,
Sumerians had Innana,
Babylonians had Ishtar,
Persians had Anahita and
Vikings had Freia.

Shri-Lakshmi is the Hindu form of the timeless Mother-Goddess who nurtures and nourishes all life.
In India, not only Hindus but also Buddhists and Jains adore Lakshmi. Buddhism and Jainism are primarily monastic orders that turned away from Vedic rituals and Brahmanical dogmas about 2,500 years ago.
They, however, could not abandon this delightful Goddess.

In the Buddhist Jatakas, there are tales of Men and Women who request the Goddess Lakshmi to drive away
the Goddess of misfortune, Kalakanni. Images of Kubera, the pot-bellied Yaksha-King and treasurer of the Gods, who is closely associated with Lakshmi, adorn most Buddhist shrines.

In holy Jain texts, it is said when an exalted soul like a Tirthankara is about to be born his mother dreams of many auspicious things, including the Goddess Shri. Symbols of wealth and royal power commonly associated with Lakshmi are auspicious to both Buddhists and Jains.

These include:
• the pot
• pile of gems
• a throne
• flywhisk
• conch
• a fish
• a parasol
• nagas
• yakshas
• footstool
• a horse
• an elephant
• a cow
and
• the wish-fulfilling tree.

An Ancient Goddess
Shri-Lakshmi has a long history testified by the fact that her first hymn, the Shri Shukta, was added to the Rig Veda, the oldest and most revered of Hindu scriptures, somewhere between 1000 and 500 BC.

Considering her popularity amongst Buddhists and Jains, it has been proposed that her worship may
predate the Vedic culture and may have developed independently before she was brought into the
Vedic, Buddhist and Jain folds.

Scholars are of the view that initially, the words Shri and
Lakshmi referred to anything that
was auspicious or brought good luck or bestowed riches and power.

Later the two words were personified into two Goddesses who eventually merged.
Thus, Shri-Lakshmi came into being.
Fragmentary verses in the Shatapatha Brahmana, written not long after the Vedas, talks of the birth of Lakshmi from the mouth of Prajapati to provide the inhabitants of the cosmos food, clothing, shelter, and all things that make life more comfortable.
She also offered wisdom, strength, beauty, luck, sovereignty and splendour—the good things in life.


Namaskaram 🙏🏼
Bella Uni’Verse

My luxuriating life together, with the lovely, Goddess Lakshmi 🌺

Lustrous as fire, radiant as gold,
Resplendent as the sun, calm as the moon.

For the next several days I will be sharing one my treasured and privileged bond with you.

Goddess Lakshmi Pt.1

The ancient story of 
Goddess Lakshmi
— also known as Sri;
Bestower of power, wealth and sovereignty

Draped in red saree, bedecked with gold ornaments, seated on a lotus, pot in hand, flanked by white elephants, the image of Lakshmi adorns most Hindu homes and business establishments.

Lakshmi is the Goddess of wealth, fortune, power, luxury, beauty, fertility, and auspiciousness. She holds the promise of material fulfilment and contentment.
She is described as restless, whimsical yet maternal, with her arms raised to bless and to grant.

For centuries Hindus have invoked

her thus:
Beautiful goddess seated on a chariot.
Delighted by songs on lustful elephants,
Bedecked with lotuses, pearls

and gems.

Lustrous as fire, radiant as gold,
Resplendent as the sun, calm as the moon. Mistress of cows and horses
— Take away of poverty and misfortune
Brings joy, riches, harvest and children.
Shri is the sacred sound of cosmic auspiciousness and abundance since Vedic times.
The popularity of Lakshmi can be gauged by the fact that her sacred name

Shri.

Shri is written atop most documents and spoken before addressing a God,
a teacher, a holy man or any revered individual. The word evokes amongst other things: grace, affluence, abundance, auspiciousness, and authority.

When the word is spoken or written, an aura of holiness is established. Whatever follows the word is imbued with divine blessing. Married men and women are addressed as Shriman and Shrimati as they have Lakshmi’s blessings to harness the wealth of the world to support family and sustain society. Ascetics are not addressed as Shriman as they have renounced worldly riches; unmarried men and women are not addressed as Shriman and Shrimati as they are still in preparation for the householder’s life.

Just as the word Aum is associated with the mystical side of life, the word ‘Shri’ is associated with the material side of existence.


Entry 1 : Understanding the glorious beauty and beholder;
Goddess Lakshmi;
My divine connection to her,
and her to me.

Yours truly,
Bella Uni’Verse
Namaskaram 🙏🏼
Lakshmi, the goddess of prosperity; modern calendar art.

Buddhist Hindu 🙏🏼

🎶 This little light of mine, 
I’m gunna let it shine….

Buddhist Hindu Temple. Malibu Ca. Where I’ve spent the last 4 months in transcend study 📖
Continue reading “Buddhist Hindu 🙏🏼”

Time Frame 🖼


“Perfectly Time Framed”

Time, is perfect utopia.
Spent in perfect, authentic reality.
Time, is spent with Beings who have been chosen by the favor of frequency , to share these privileged gifted, moments in time together.

Moments captured in photographs.
Framed Holliday experiences.
Together, every year.


“Perfectly Time Framed"

©️2020
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Poet With Verve Publications
ok ok !
ive shared about my rooted connection into Uni. my being a conduit. i receive gifts like the above constantly. every time is so exciting. ill blurt it out in company like no thing... my company says... whoa.. did you hear what you just said!? sometimes, ill be so passionately speaking.. i will have no clue.

the above was a what {friends} our company calls, a “moment captured”

®️ from the mouth 👄
heard for the first time.
celebrating together i say.. whoaoowe pretty neat.

- Mighty Night friends

The Power INVESTED in me

– Rooted from the souls {not soles} of my feet, into the Uni, gifted to be a conduit receiving the Verse.

Uni :We have put up the capital .INVESTED the PRINCIPLE.Imagine LIVNG off of the fruits of INTEREST, to experience enlightenment.The REPAID increase of interest from the,BOLD investment of ATTENTION “PAID” {not payed}Gifted – Rooted from the souls {not soles} of my feet, into the Uni, gifted to be a conduit receiving the Verse.

Rising With Luna 🌝 Sole’ 🌄

Gifted – Rooted from the souls {not soles} of my feet, into the Uni, gifted to be a conduit receiving the Verse.

Uni has Nothing to do with me & you; And EVERYTHING to do with US!

Uni :We have put up the capital .INVESTED the PRINCIPLE.Imagine LIVNG off of the fruits of INTEREST, to experience enlightenment.The REPAID increase of interest from the,BOLD investment of ATTENTION “PAID” {not payed}Gifted – Rooted from the souls {not soles} of my feet, into the Uni, gifted to be a conduit receiving the Verse.

Infinite Gratitude

Sunshine Blog Award Nomination

V ✌🏽 & Peace ✌🏽 or Duces ✌🏽. You can have Choices. NEVER Pieces.

Sunshine Blogger Award Nomination

My Gratitude Always

Sunshine Blog Award Nomination

http://wwwbellaunivese.com

My wonderful Uni’Verse’City friends.
I’ve never been nominated for a blog award and am thrilled to have been nominated by,

http://fearlessfreesoul.com

- Ace has nominated me for the “sunshine {I am head over hills, strung out over, under, with the rising sunshine ☀️-}
RULES

• Thank the blogger who nominated you

• Remember to list the rules and indicate your award nomination by including the logo

• Answer the questions that have been given to you

• Nominate 11 bloggers who inspire you (or as many as you can)

• Make a list of 11 questions for your nominees (please keep them interesting and as interactive as you can think of, so everyone involved can enjoy this process)
living 365 days a year. Celebrating every moment, from 1/11, circling again, to design Life in every moment, of every day.

we all sunshine ☀️

• first I must nominate, sharing my gratitude for;

http://fearlessfreesoul.com

Ace; I am wholly grateful for your nomination. More than that, you are also from our Uni’Verse’City.

From “Headquarters,”
🙏🏼 I thank you

My response to Questions

  • What is your definition of love?
“I have to Care enough to Understand,
How to Love.”


Love is a frequency of its own.
I don’t own Love.
I haven’t the right to give
Love out.
The Spirit is also of it’s own.
Weighing 21g of its very own weight.

“I LOVE YOU” has become spoken so easily; So freely;
The air behind the 3 words...
As easily spoken as, misunderstood.

“I have to Care enough to Understand,
How to Love.”

Each of us are brought together by the frequency of our love.

Love is hope.
Hope that feeds off of the intimacy of Care.
The care we have for one another is the investment of several acts of devotion.

There is the question of;
How much do I care in general?
{there is nothing general about care}
Do I care for myself properly?
{“self” care is where everything begins, and where everything must start!}

Do I care enough to understand how,
to love myself?
“Self.”

If I were to ask in real time;
How many choices do we have?
The majority of answers I’ve found to be;
“Infininte.”

Is Infininte the answer?
We have 2 choices.
The right and wrong, yes/no, will/won’t,
can/can’t, did/didn’t, have/haven’t and so on.

• 2 choices
• Infininte options
Possibly, only 5 of all those options designed for each of us.

We {I} can only hold a handful of anything at one time.
When an option is affirmative enough to grab my attention,
I out loud ask;
“U; Is this RIGHT or WRONG” for me?
set intention, in full attention, I ask UnI receive. Uni’Verse’All rooted.

When I have my 5 options {handful} it’s then,
I transfer to the other hand”ful”.
To build opportunities.

© 2017, 2020
All Rights Reserved
Bella Uni’Verse
Poet With Verve Publications
  • Sunrise or sunset? 

Both ⛅️ 🌇

  • If you could go back in time, where/when would you go?

“Looking Forward”

  • What is one moment you will never forget?

My mind has a natural understanding for the intimate value of stopping time, {always} capturing the moment. 

  • If there were no material things in this world, what would you want?

Continue smiling from my liver, sharing again the connectedness of what Uni’Verse’All bonds can design.

  • What positive things has 2020 brought you?

This, is my moment. Humbly here, can we celebrate together my most wonderful experiences – & the ones soon to come.. 😊

  • What makes you smile?

The adoration I have for those beautiful Beings I am privileged to meetEveryday

  • If any movie could be your current reality, which movie would you choose?

No thank you 

  • What is one thing you wish you could tell your younger self?

My 21g of its very own weight spirit is my inner child. When I discovered her“I hold her, feel her, see her, coming to care enough to understand how to love her” – Telling her everyday, “I care for you!”

  • What color best describes you and why?

Purple – its the color of royalty 

  • What is your vision for the world?

Oh my heavens… 

  • Understanding Love 💗
1950 was the time of anticipation, smitten courting romance, twitterpation, excitement, patience, bonding, and the growth for relationships through companionship!

There was indoctrination ~ in home study of arts, music, language, cooking, sewing, professionalism; Training to be a reputable lady and skilled gentleman, fencing, hunting, fishing, carpentry, business, all for a greater understanding etc.
Education ~ General public in school education for basic knowledge.

1950’s as well as previous generations were built on family foundation, empires were built by a Uni’Verse’All together bond, by HONOR.


This was a reflection of deep rooted CARE!

Care to honor one another in all relationships.

Women were ladies, Men were gentlemen. The courting process was beautiful, romantic, built on taking the time and care enough to get to know (understand) one another.

Sexual relations I’m sure were a thought, however it was left out of the expectation. Mothers and fathers were included in a daughters winning choice for her best !

During courting, couples truly value their time “getting to understand” one another, which go’s way beyond “getting to know” someone!

I CARE enough to understand what it is to LOVE YOU! I invite you when speaking to a loved one to say; I CARE FOR YOU instead of I LOVE YOU! This brings much value into what we are wanting to relay!
Now let’s move forward in time a bit, into the 1960’s


In just a short period of time, between 1950 and 1960 the value of LOVE will begin to break.

Between 1960 & 1970 LOVE became FREE; (Free LOVE Man)!
There will be public sex, orgies, rebellion, family breaks, courting is transparent, sex is an expectation, getting to know someone is free, and CARE is invisible.

Today, in 2020 people are instant in the exchange of LOVE, even to go as far as telling strangers,
“I LOVE YOU.”

Not to demean any truth in that statement because I believe everyone believes in LOVING strangers, and in no way, is that strange!

However would you agree, that lifting LOVE back up by saying;
I CARE FOR YOU” (enough to understand how to LOVE you) could bring value into the fortune of LOVE?

©️ 2013, 2020
All Rights Reserved
Mesmeric Bella Empyreal
Poet With Verve Publications
  1. Who are you?
  2. What is connectedness?
  3. How much does the spirit weigh?
  4. Do you feel each step you take by the souls of your feet?
  5. How do you awaken your senses?
  6. What is your principle quote?
  7. What is the universe mean to you?
  8. What is your favorite number?
  9. What is your astronomical sign?
  10. What is your belief system?
  11. 111. What numbers do you see most?

My Nominees

Maudlin

We are Human Beings, Being Human. 
“BEING IS AN ACTION WORD.”

“How are you BEING today?”

Something I’ve experienced being a maudlin myself; As I move through my day, everyday, several times a day, there are moments while waiting in a checkout line, or in passing, an overwhelming sentiment comes over me,
when I’m lead by maudlin, sharing with someone what possibly, may brightens their day, even light up their life as much as they have mine !

I’ve raised my girls to always allow maudlin to guide them as they grow and experience other beings in different human circumstances and situations.

For instance,
When I lived in NYC, passing by thousands of beings in a day was common.
However on this particular day, While out walking, I passed by a man who was, (by common perception) overweight, unkempt, clothes tattered and warn, but I noticed his shoes had the most awesome laces, (skateboards on them) that were purple and red, 2 of my favorite colors.

In passing he ran into me, as quickly as I observed his shoes, I reacted.
“Whoa bud, pardon me. But hey, while I have your attention, RAD LACES, YOUR SHOES ARE AWESOME!”

First I have to tell y’all, he was hanging his head as he was walking being the cause of our colliding.
What provoked my reaction was;
He radiated depression and low self worth.

I thought, how I react could conclude anything for this man. The only thought that came was; He could be hanging his head without any care for what happens, because he is on his way home to end his life. It was that moment when maudlin became for me what brightens my days.

When I shared my admiration for those darn shoes laces, I saw him come to life. I felt him redeem himself worthy. He was like a kid with new shoes.

Moral of the story is; Our world needs more Maudlin; More Being Maudlin; More Care, More Concern, More Being Human And Less Being Unconcerned People
‼️

“Remember, Others are only strangers because we’ve fallen so far from one another.


We are Human Beings, Being Human.
“BEING IS AN ACTION WORD.”

“How are you BEING today?”


I Care For You All So Very Much.
Bella, Being Human
11/17/18

Greet yourself before anyone else “gets” the privilege !

He who validates himself.
Then and only then, does he understand validation.

Did you secure your souls {soles} providing a firm foothold upon your foundation this morning in preparation for the breaking into 
the birth of the day?

Worth it are the steps taken to greet yourself.

Worthy Is The Man.

The Man Strong enough.

With courage enough to look upon
the vision of the Man.

Seeing himself, saying proudly;
Look back, understanding you are worthy by the wise choice you’ve made to acknowledge the value of;
He who sings his own praises, with arms wrapped around himself, falling into the most intimate embrace.

He will find, truly worthy of being;
Who you’ve always needed.
Developing a growing need to hold yourself in the highest value.

Deepest heart and soul felt hugs given. What happens when you begin showing up for yourself?
You become the GIFT, because you are present.

Holding an accountable notice upon being first to greet yourself, speaking out loud and proud, that eager greeting, validating you at
max level;
The ultimate and only caretaker to confirm your order. Being first in the line to receive the gift of enlightenment.

You were always the map, guiding yourself, seeking to find your own value of worth. You need only take yourself.

He who validates himself.
Then and only then, does he understand validation.

©️April 18, 2020
All Rights Reserved,
Vanisha’Bella,
Authentic Reality,
It’s Whatz Happenin

Sweetest treat !

The last 4 months I’ve been traveling. I am blissfully happy to share, I have FINALLY ARRIVED.
Nothing we have to bare in life, no tragedy, heartbreak, illness, pain etc defines the moment the awaits us within the beauty of the light life will most certainly shine upon us!
Here in this perfect moment where believing in myself and the purpose has been enough.
Believe in who you are.
Who you have been born to be.
No one can nor will believe as fiercely as we can believe in ourselves!