Vulnerability is a lengthy read. Thank you for reading. Thank you for allowing me.
Repair and hope begins with humility. Please bear with me as I stand upon this rock. I wouldn’t be honest if I don’t share, “I am terrified of vulnerability” Yet here it is.
17 years ago I buried my whole family. 13 people including my husband . All this loss in one year, six months, and 17 days. I lived in the shadow of this tragedy for 16 of those years.
I had disassociated so successfully, I see know was the only protection I had from not falling apart completely. I became both narcissistic and convoluted in my intellectual ability to sustain some type of power, when truly I had lost it all. I had discovered that my family passed away and I was left here to die.
I have two daughters, one of which I’ve always been very close to. She has always seen me, known that through this tragedy that she couldn’t imagine what it was doing to me. This unfortunately put a lot of responsibility upon her, assisting my journey and purpose, as she always believed it was greater than I was able to even imagine. You can imagine how much stress is put on her!
Seven months ago, on my estranged oldest daughter‘s birthday, I had overstepped my boundaries with her her parenting and my granddaughter. She told me I needed to stay in my lane, and my lane is where I went, leaving her on her birthday at an intended sleepover to celebrate.
It was at that point both of my daughters decided that they couldn’t take it anymore.
I have been very grateful to have been discovered by a guru who has taken me under his wings. For the past 6 months I have traveled. Visiting different Hindu Temples, learning and studying under monks, and high priests. I’ve been cleansed, had dozens of pujas and found a freedom I was beginning to believe was unattainable.
Regret is a rough space. Regret has also been the most rewarding in the sight of humble humility. I have a very special bond with my granddaughter {I’ve not seen for 6 months} one I have learned I also very much want to have with my beautiful 25 year old daughter.
What I’ve learned, is seeking the truth is all I have. Self preservation and the recognition for what I’ve done to be why our relationship has unraveled.
I know that missing them is selfish as my daughter needs the room to be in a space where she feels ok. Safe enough to allow me inside. I have more hope, having learned, this is just was what needed to happen to allow both of us the space for recognition. Allowing the 2 of us to thrive within a deeper understanding that will lead us into gaining a love, for who each of us are, independently also who we can be together.
I don’t necessarily want to be needed. I desire to be her choice that leads her to want me. Wanted by being more pure of heart. Allowing her to express herself without my convoluted opinion.
My younger daughter {22} however, has been traveling with me for 4 of those 6 months and seen curses lifted and the freedom of my Being unfold.
For this I am humbled everyday in her presence. Aware of seeking how to navigate for the most rewarding path needed to sew the seed needed to continue becoming as well as Being “A Mom”
Providing what she needs and how to be this Being that silently shines a light upon her unfolding. Allowing her the freedom to be exactly who she is and discover she is safe in my presence.
For this today I am most Grateful.
Seeking to reach my oldest daughter through positivity and having become an overwhelming flow of pure love.
Thank you for reading. For allowing me to be here! Namasakram my friends 💕
When a guy calls a woman sexy, this is selfish gratification.
Telling a Woman you’ve never met has nothing to do with complimenting. On the contrary; the act of speaking word comes from a visual desire providing the Man with mental and visual satisfaction.
The rights to the word sexy belong to a Man that has evolved from the investment of time. The captured moments deep within the beauty of intimacy with a Woman. Whole spectrum intimacies together.
With the depth of endorsing this spoken, private privilege. I invite you to acknowledge beauty. Especially when you have never met the Woman so confidential referring to as sexy.
Her name isn’t sweetie, nor has she endorsed the privilege to be your sexy!
“Our names are not only for reference. Your names are lyrics in a song written just for you.”
In celebration of our Being Human. Conscious of our actions as a Human Being. See, Being is an action word.
We have to invest attention into how it is we are Being. Being aware of the extraordinary value of your name, I sing your praises!
I am here, right now in this moment sending you energetic waves for a life full of joy, and all the wonderful things that comes along with it. Like, all the blessings and gifts that have been prepared specifically for you; Waiting to be claimed.
Compelled to share. - you ran through my mind.
Sincerely, ~ V
Vanisha 🎶 I am Singin my praises You – Singin your praises yeah you are feelin yourself
What Is Numinous Guide And Healing ? When we are born, no one has to tell us to breath from the diaphragm, we simply do.
Age 1/5 is when the blueprint for who we are is set. Age 5 an atmosphere is built, right below the neck, by all of life’s misleadings, keeping us from whole body awareness, soul and spirit awareness, holding us above the the shoulders, locked in the head.
Numinous Guide And Healing is a technique where I assist in guiding “Self” down passed that {chine} atmosphere, through the throat, taking a moment to visit and dance to the beat of the heart. Continuing to fall into the safety and security of the {solar plexus} A space within us all that I refer to as; Our Inner Soul’Ar Galactic Space, where all the abundance of energies, gifts of spirit connectedness, strengths, empowerment, and bravery are. We spend so much of our time. So much of our lives outsourcing. Unaware that every divine resource is right inside of us. Here within our reach.
When we make the journey through the atmosphere the has held us, trapped above the beauty for what is found below living only chin up, our passage way down into the recognition of Being more than a head and face we find safety within our Inner Soul’Ar home security, keeping others out, unable to steal our power.
When we are within our Inner Soul’Ar Galactic Space, this is where, the Spirit And Soul unite.
Spirit becomes the Souls Heart, The Souls Heartbeat And we become, Uni’Verse’All Uni’FYI Uni’Fied Uni’Verse Uni’Verse’City
Here, we discover all the resources for healing we need. From here is where we become the masters of manifest, manifesting and manifested becomes all yours!
“I” choose to Care for “Myself” enough to understand how to love me.
Meeting Myself
Remain firm in our thoughts, beliefs, and undeniable truth that we are all (human) Humans Being one race, connected by spirit.
The spirit of Uni is and has been proven infallible time × time over.
What God looks like is irrelevant and where the inability of putting a face to the name causes ripples of doubt and disbelief. Solution being holding space to greet ourselves.
A glance in the mirror, or even better, getting in touch with our souls. Search, seek and find.
I am going to be direct. No judgement, only care.
We are individuals by height n weight, baby versions of energy, also being the big picture. Not a smaller version of anything.
There can be no benefit in narrow thinking, or being so far removed from ones very own spirit. An intentional relationship having tapped us into a bond with our inner child.
I come from a place of intense care❗ Let’s not limit themselves from the connection we can have with (Uni), the source that breaths into us life.
Uni is real, and comes in a package deal with added goodies for our energetic life manifesting pleasures.
Goodie additions include, 1 * individual planetary manifesting power. 2 * Natural healing remedies provided by mother nature. 3 * Power from the energy Lord Luna provides (in abundance when full) 4 * The Sun, providing the ability to live at all❗ 5 * Trees to continue the great Godly breath.
More n more n more goodies
So... if we believe in the power of energy, planets, trees, Luna ect. And believe in these sources because we can see them. The truth is, no we can't. We only see an image of these things and miss the source.
My question is, if you do believe in these sources, what do you believe?
Do we know how to gain the understanding for the power in how to use them? If not is it unrealistic to say, There is a desperate need to gain the tools for a deep spirit understanding of self.
Without these tools, we are limiting ourselves by not understanding what we know, leaving us in the void?
Let’s Look within, be within, understand within, then look into the mirror, you will see a God, a Goddess. “You, will see Yourself”
We are created from the energy source. The motherboard of reflection 🕉 ❗ Looking Forward 🙏
If anyone ever asks;
“Who are you?”
Find yourself able to respond with 1 word. A word that defines you.
Current Situation
To be FOUND, I had to stop looking. It was then I was able to see and be seen. Namasakram 🙏🏽
Have you ever had someone ask; “Who are you?”
When asked, have you wondered, how to answer?
“WHO” Hmmm... My personal qualifying characteristics.? Based upon the degree of professional development? My answerproviding the inquirer with a menu. A painted image filled with options available for my own situational comforts.
“WHO AM I?” Options for Feeding my hunger to “FIT IN?”
“WHO AM I?” “Reaching To Feel Acceptance” or a state of self standards.
“Who Am I?” • A Mother • A Dancer • A Doctor • An Artist • A Singer Etc..
“WHO AM I?”
I’d like to share with you my answer to this question. A question someone asked me 8 years ago, when at that time I responded with a list of things I do.
5 years passed until I not only understood the value of the question is a reflection of my worth.
So... I began to define myself as “WORTHY.” - “I AM WORTHY”
For the next 18 months, I began to delve into the “VALUE” of understanding reflection. “WORTHY” of standing in the light of Being an opportunity, vs Being a character built upon options.
Today I have found myself “INSPIRED”to understand my personal “SELF” reflection.
“WHO AM I?”
- I Am Inspiration {Inspirational} {Inspired}
My name is Vanisha. Vanisha is not a simply a reference. 𝒱𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒶, is lyrics in a song 🎶 written just for me. I am the composer. Pure of Heart, inspired to sing my own praises.
I Invest attention to those I consciously choose to be close enough to call upon me. “Singing my song.”
Attention on the importance of Being “WORTHY” of calling upon oneanother. I see the recognition of our personal “VALUE?”
The key is to unlock the door that leads to understanding our individual WORTH. WORTHY of singing one another’s praises. INVESTING the ATTENTION needed to truly appreciate one another’s VALUE.
Summary: “You are WORTHY of my time because I see your VALUE.”
I sing your praises.
WHO ARE YOU? If you haven’t yet discovered the word that definesyou. I invite you to respond with the same answer I found to define meduring times preparation of myunfolding. “WORTHY.” “YOU ARE WORTHY.”
The average length of a hug between two people is 3 seconds. But researchers have discovered something fantastic.
When a hug lasts 20 seconds, there is a therapeutic effect on the body and mind. The reason is that a sincere hug produces a hormone called “oxytocin", also known as the love hormone. This substance has many benefits in our physical and mental health, helps us, among other things, to relax, to feel safe and calm our fears and anxiety.
This wonderful calming is offered free of charge every time we have a person in our arms, who cradled a child, we cherish a dog or cat, we're dancing with our partner, the closer we get to someone or just hold the shoulders of a friend.
Here Now and For all Time. – The Gift and The Present
Daughter, you cast a light upon the
room with a golden glow.
Blossoming in the hearts and souls of all who bask in your light and warmth.
Here Now and For all Time. - The Gift and The Present
I wish for you to sleep with angels. For God to deliver to you all your hearts desires.
I wish for you to wake refreshed, joyful, and with feelings of clarity, hope in abundance!
You are the brightest light I’ve ever know or seen. You are a blossom in the fury of life, splashing color upon all the darkest corners. You are the most exquisite gift, amongst all the many gifts you will give yourself in life.
I, am succeeding to find myself enraptured in the value of your gift, by having become present.
Here Now and For all Time. - The Gift and The Present
“UnI has nothing to do with me and you, but everything to do with Us”
New Personal Challenge
In addition to my Mantras. In addition to connecting the “Souls” of my feet to the roots of “UnI”for my continuing to receive the “Verse” for myself, and to share with my friends, “All of y’all” 💜
I am sitting in my hotel room, thinking about “Being.”Being Human, and what that means; To Be Human? Then I thought, I can’t just, “Be Human.” “One must check in with oneself while authentic reflection {in the mirror}
asking; “How Am I Being?”
In addition to my seeking “TRUTH” Every morning after 6:00am Mantra/7:00am, again in the afternoon 1:11pm; And, Every closing night, “I” will check in with “Myself.” “𝒱𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒶,How are you Being?
Yours sincerely, Bella Uni’Verse
“UnI has nothing to do with me and you, but everything to do with Us”
Reflection is not something that most of us understand in its full measure. “Image is a universal description of personal depiction.”
We could look in the mirror to greet ourselves with kind recognition, but instead do we check our appearance?
Do we then claim "A bad hair day" something we're all guilty of.
Reflection comes from the deepest depths within us, deeper than the flesh. Reaching down into the roots of all energetic depths, through the “SOULS OF OUR FEET.”
Reflection comes from the cavities of our past. The {history} Hi’Story of our lives unearthed.
The image is not always reflection. In order to find reflection, we have to begin with, finding time, taking notice of our beautiful details, our beautiful existence.
Proudly embrace what we call flaws, these are perfect imperfections. Consciously invest attention to the privilege of having the ability to, visually capture an in-depth look. To view admirably, seeing layers of beauty in the mirror.
Greeting ourselves when we wake. Then again midday, and before closing our day to sleep; always remembering to meet our reflection in the mirror, saying self, I care for you enough to understand how to love you.
I'm proud of you. I am brave. Hugging ourselves with pleasure to be able.
Smiling upon ourselves, we grant ourselves a restful nights sleep.
All of these beautiful elements that grant us reflection, we are allowed to do over and over everyday.
Never scheduling a meeting with another Being before we have first greeted ourselves!
More, Wonderful Words To Define Ponder And Wonder. Experience the cascading flow of Suigeneris verve, illuminating the poet. Words that enrich communication like passion ignites pleasure. Vibrantly speaking with expressed appreciation for the taste of a word as it rolls off the tongue, sweetly shared, surprisingly starved for more, divine defining talks. Between the muse and amusement of mudita, would I be requesting to much, if I was to need for noor?
I celebrate you with Uni’Verse’All Joy spilling from all that is aboundme!A friend is someone you never have to ask for anything because they are paying attention!
Wishing for you to find the authenticity and reality you seek for 2021.
2020 is a number that bleeds into 2121. Another number.
My wish for you is to find life bleeding into your veins. Life blissful.
Every BS HAPPY NEW YEAR; For you becomes many happy years.
We are beautifully designed, with a glorious name. "Lyrics in a song, written specifically for each one of us"
We sing our praises. Giving us the grateful privilege; To sing the praises for the Beings who also sing ours in return.
If you ever receive wisdom from another, I invite these words to be amongst them. When you are in the privilege of a company that inspires in you what others may not; Remember that within you is a hidden treasure with the desire to be be the honorable choice. First being our own personal choice. Leading to Being the choice, chosen by others by the beauty from within Being, someone others want, not need.
2020-2021 is a number. Not a year. Live every day until your number is called to exit this life with joy, gratitude, peace, hard work, care leading to love. Through this, you will live an authentic life.
Kali is considered to stand, outside of the constraints of space-time and have no permanent qualities; she existed before the universe was created and will continue to exist after the universe ends. Limitations of the physical world such as colour, light, good and bad do not apply to Kali.
Awe Inspiring, Protective Qualities of Goddess Kali Pt.2
In her earliest appearances, Kali was frequently associated with violent endeavours on the battlefields of the gods.
In one legendary battle with the demon Raktabija, Kali is manifested by Durga to deal with a situation that has gotten badly out of hand. Every drop of blood spilled by the wounded Raktabija becomes a deadly fighting clone, but Kali turns the battle around and defeats Raktabija by draining his blood before it touches the ground, then devours his replicates. In this story Kali is brought in to play when decisive action is required, when dark deeds must be matched with dark deeds, when resolve must be shown.
- Attributes not always associated in the west with the archetypal Woman. In another story, Kali is summoned by a group of criminals who decide to sacrifice a human to her image in order to gain her favour. They unwisely choose a young Brahmin monk of upstanding character, however his saintliness shines so brightly that her statue is scorched in his presence. Kali manifests but proceeds to horribly kill her erstwhile worshipers by decapitating them and drinking their blood. Here, Kali demonstrates her refusal to be controlled by those who think they understand her and her triumph over the attributes of ignorance and evil, as well as the absolute impartiality of her nature.
While Kali was well integrated into the Vedic, or orthodox, Hindu tradition from the first, she also developed a parallel relationship with Tantra. Tantric teachings are a collection of ancient magical stories and folk practices that exist alongside the Vedic tradition, and could be considered to hold to the wild tribal origins of Kali more faithfully than the Vedic.
One of the meanings of Kali’s name is
“FORCE OF TIME”.
In this aspect, Kali is considered to stand, outside of the constraints of space-time and have no permanent qualities; she existed before the universe was created and will continue to exist after the universe ends. Limitations of the physical world such as colour, light, good and bad do not apply to Kali.
Kali is a symbol of Mother Nature herself, – Primordial, creative, nurturing and devouring in turn, but ultimately loving and benevolent. In this aspect of goodness she is referred to as Kali Ma, Mother Kali, or Divine Mother, and many millions of Hindus revere and worship her in this form. In Tantric meditation, Kali’s dual nature leads practitioners to simultaneously face the beauty of life and the reality of death, with the understanding that one cannot exist without the other. It is worth noting that Shiva, in his role of destroyer of worlds, also stands outside the boundaries of the physical universe and is well complimented by his association with Kali.
Kali’s worship was not always so benign. From the 14th century to the 19th century, a cult group called the Thuggee (from the Hindu word to deceive) was operating at will in India. A hereditary sect, Thuggee membership was passed from father to son, although outsiders, particularly criminals, could be recruited if found worthy – or might end up as victim if not. During its peak, the group is believed to have had thousands of followers and during the 600 years of its operation its members are estimated to have killed anywhere between 500,000 and 2 million people. Thuggees proudly traced their origin to the battle of Kali against Raktabija, and considered themselves her children, created from her sweat. Pandering to the fiercest aspects of Kali and her requirement for death, destruction and human sacrifice, the Thuggee believed that they were doing Kali’s sacred work (although it should be noted that they had no hesitation in also robbing their victims). The British finally wiped out the Thuggees in the mid 19th century, and the cult of religious stranglers ceased to exist except in myth and folklore.
A groups of Thuggees strangling a traveller on a highway in India in the early 19th century. One member of the group is gripping the traveller’s feet, another his hands, while a third member is tightening the ligature around his neck. Anonymous Indian artist. Made for Capt. James Paton, Assistant to the British Resident at Lucknow, 1829-1840.
I want to share my gratitude for all of the likes and follows ! All I share comes from the gift of being a connected conduit. So please, understand this 5’3 Woman is like a spillway, here to wash away confusion and struggles upon your shoulders. My purpose is; “To care enough to understand how to love 💗”
Lakshmi is the divine power that transforms dreams into reality. She is prakriti, the perfect creation: self-sustaining, self-contained Nature. She is maya, the delightful delusion, the dream-like expression of divinity that makes life comprehensible, hence worth living. She is shakti, energy, boundless and bountiful.
- Shri Vaishnava Tradition Pt.5
In the twelfth century AD, a new form of Vaishnavism called Shri-Vaishnavism evolved in South India. Like other Vaishnava orders, it visualised Vishnu as the embodiment of the supreme divine principle. However, this order was unique as it refused to acknowledge Vishnu independently. It insisted on the presence of Lakshmi beside him.
For Shri-Vaishnava scholars, such as Vedanta Deshika, Lakshmi is indispensable while approaching Vishnu. He represents righteousness; she represents compassion. She is like a mother intervening between a stern father (God) and an errant son (the devotee).
Maha-Lakshmi, the Great Goddess
Maha-Lakshmi, the Tantrik form of Lakshmi, is less the goddess of wealth and more the supreme mother-goddess; painting from Orissa.
In Tantrik texts, which were composed around the same time as the Puranas, Lakshmi acquired supreme importance. She was Maha-Lakshmi, the Supreme Goddess.
Lakshmi is often differentiated from Maha-Lakshmi. While the former is the consort of Vishnu and the Goddess of wealth, Maha-Lakshmi is viewed as an autonomous entity, the supreme embodiment of the Mother-Goddess. When worshipped as Maha-Lakshmi, Lakshmi is not visualised as a beautiful goddess seated on a lotus, pot in hand, but like a Virginal Warrior-Goddess riding a lion, much like Durga. This form of the Goddess is especially popular in Maharashtra.
Ancient Pancharatra texts that adore Maha-Lakshmi consider her to be the root of all creation. In the beginning, they say, the cosmic soul—the unfathomable unmanifest Narayana—desired to create the cosmos. But he did not have the resources to do so. As he pondered over this problem, his dormant energy, his shakti, burst forth in a blinding light, manifesting as Maha-Lakshmi.
Maha-Lakshmi placed the seed of divine desire in the palm of her hand and unleashed the dynamic forces of creation until the three worlds took shape and all forms of life came forth.
In the Lakshmi Tantra, the Goddess says:
“I am inherent in existence. I am the inciter, the potential thattakes shape. I manifest myself. I occupy myself with activity andfinally dissolve myself. I pervade all creations withvitality, will and consciousness. Like ghee that keeps a lamp burning, I lubricate the senses of livingbeings with the sap of myconsciousness.”
Lakshmi is the divine power that transforms dreams into reality. Lakshmi is prakriti, the perfect creation: self-sustaining, self-contained Nature. She is maya, the delightful delusion, the dream-like expression of divinity that makes life comprehensible, hence worth living. She is shakti, energy, boundless and bountiful.
To realise her is to rejoice in the wonders of life.
“Lakshmi seated on a lotus surrounded by white elephants (symbols of power and fertility) married couples (symbols of conjugal bliss and worldliness); Tantrik painting from Nepal.”
Nowadays, Hindus accept Lakshmi as the eternal consort of Vishnu, the preserver of the world. In her long history, however, the Goddess has been associated with many other deities.
According to Ramayana, Mahabharata and Puranas, the Goddess Lakshmi first lived with the demons before the Gods acquired her. She graced Asuras such as Hiranayaksha, Hiranakashipu, Prahalad, Virochana and Bali, rakshasas such as Ravana and yakshas such as Kubera before she adorned the court of Indra, King of Devas, the most renowned of Vedic Gods.
Cities of the asuras (Hiranyapura), yakshas (Alakapuri), rakshasas (Lanka) and nagas (Bhogavati) have all been described as cities of gold, Lakshmi’s mineral manifestation.
Within the Vedic pantheon, Lakshmi was linked with many Gods, especially those associated with water bodies: Indra, the Rain-God (bestower of fresh water); Varuna, the Sea-God (source of all water); Soma, the Moon-God (waxer and waner of tides). Indra’s wife Sachi was also known as Puloma, which is the name of an Asura-Woman suggesting entry of Lakshmi from the world of asuras into world of devas.
As the Vedic Gods waned into insignificance around the fifth century BC, two Gods came to dominate the classical Hindu worldview: The world renouncing Hermit-God Shiva and the world affirming Warrior-God Vishnu. Lakshmi was briefly associated with Shiva before she became the faithful consort of Vishnu-Narayana, the ultimate refuge of man. With Vishnu, she was domesticated. No longer fleet footed, she sat demurely by his side, on his lap or at his feet.
The association with many Gods has led to Lakshmi being viewed as fickle, restless and independent. Sociologists view the mythology of Lakshmi’s fickleness as indicative of her cult’s resistance to being assimilated with mainstream Hinduism. Even today there is tension between the mythology of Lakshmi as an independent Goddess and her mythology as Vishnu’s consort. Philosophers choose to view the fickleness and independence of Lakshmi as an allegory for the restlessness of fortune. More often than not, there are no rational explanations for fortune and misfortune. Good times come without warning and leave as suddenly.
Lustrous as fire, radiant as gold, Resplendent as the sun, calm as the moon.
For the next several days I will be sharing one my treasured and privileged bond with you.
Goddess Lakshmi Pt.1
The ancient story of Goddess Lakshmi — also known as Sri; Bestower of power, wealth and sovereignty
Draped in red saree, bedecked with gold ornaments, seated on a lotus, pot in hand, flanked by white elephants, the image of Lakshmi adorns most Hindu homes and business establishments.
Lakshmi is the Goddess of wealth, fortune, power, luxury, beauty, fertility, and auspiciousness. She holds the promise of material fulfilment and contentment. She is described as restless, whimsical yet maternal, with her arms raised to bless and to grant.
For centuries Hindus have invoked her thus: Beautiful goddess seated on a chariot. Delighted by songs on lustful elephants, Bedecked with lotuses, pearls and gems.
Lustrous as fire, radiant as gold, Resplendent as the sun, calm as the moon. Mistress of cows and horses — Take away of poverty and misfortune Brings joy, riches, harvest and children.
Shri is the sacred sound of cosmic auspiciousness and abundance since Vedic times.
The popularity of Lakshmi can be gauged by the fact that her sacred name
— Shri.
Shri is written atop most documents and spoken before addressing a God, a teacher, a holy man or any revered individual. The word evokes amongst other things: grace, affluence, abundance, auspiciousness, and authority.
When the word is spoken or written, an aura of holiness is established. Whatever follows the word is imbued with divine blessing. Married men and women are addressed as Shriman and Shrimati as they have Lakshmi’s blessings to harness the wealth of the world to support family and sustain society. Ascetics are not addressed as Shriman as they have renounced worldly riches; unmarried men and women are not addressed as Shriman and Shrimati as they are still in preparation for the householder’s life.
Just as the word ‘Aum’ is associated with the mystical side of life, the word ‘Shri’ is associated with the material side of existence.
• Entry 1 : Understanding the glorious beauty and beholder; Goddess Lakshmi; My divine connection to her, and her to me.
Yours truly, Bella Uni’Verse Namaskaram 🙏🏼
Lakshmi, the goddess of prosperity; modern calendar art.
– Rooted from the souls {not soles} of my feet, into the Uni, gifted to be a conduit receiving the Verse.
Uni :We have put up the capital .INVESTED the PRINCIPLE.Imagine LIVNG off of the fruits of INTEREST, to experience enlightenment.The REPAID increase of interest from the,BOLD investment of ATTENTION “PAID” {not payed} – Gifted – Rooted from the souls {not soles} of my feet, into the Uni, gifted to be a conduit receiving the Verse.
Gifted – Rooted from the souls {not soles} of my feet, into the Uni, gifted to be a conduit receiving the Verse.
Uni has Nothing to do with me & you; And EVERYTHING to do with US!
Uni :We have put up the capital .INVESTED the PRINCIPLE.Imagine LIVNG off of the fruits of INTEREST, to experience enlightenment.The REPAID increase of interest from the,BOLD investment of ATTENTION “PAID” {not payed} – Gifted – Rooted from the souls {not soles} of my feet, into the Uni, gifted to be a conduit receiving the Verse.
- Ace has nominated me for the “sunshine {I am head over hills, strung out over, under, with the rising sunshine ☀️-}
RULES
• Thank the blogger who nominated you
• Remember to list the rules and indicate your award nomination by including the logo
• Answer the questions that have been given to you
• Nominate 11 bloggers who inspire you (or as many as you can)
• Make a list of 11 questions for your nominees (please keep them interesting and as interactive as you can think of, so everyone involved can enjoy this process)
• living 365 days a year. Celebrating every moment, from 1/11, circling again, to design Life in every moment, of every day.
• we all sunshine ☀️
• first I must nominate, sharing my gratitude for;
http://fearlessfreesoul.com
Ace; I am wholly grateful for your nomination. More than that, you are also from our Uni’Verse’City.
From “Headquarters,” 🙏🏼 I thank you
My response to Questions
What is your definition of love?
“I have to Care enough to Understand, How to Love.”
Love is a frequency of its own. I don’t own Love. I haven’t the right to give Love out.
The Spirit is also of it’s own. Weighing 21g of its very own weight.
“I LOVE YOU” has become spoken so easily; So freely; The air behind the 3 words... As easily spoken as, misunderstood.
“I have to Care enough to Understand, How to Love.”
Each of us are brought together by the frequency of our love.
Love is hope. Hope that feeds off of the intimacy of Care. The care we have for one another is the investment of several acts of devotion.
There is the question of; How much do I care in general? {there is nothing general about care} Do I care for myself properly? {“self” care is where everything begins, and where everything must start!}
Do I care enough to understand how, to love myself? “Self.”
If I were to ask in real time; How many choices do we have? The majority of answers I’ve found to be; “Infininte.”
Is Infininte the answer? We have 2 choices. The right and wrong, yes/no, will/won’t, can/can’t, did/didn’t, have/haven’t and so on.
• 2 choices • Infininte options Possibly, only 5 of all those options designed for each of us.
We {I} can only hold a handful of anything at one time. When an option is affirmative enough to grab my attention, I out loud ask; “U; Is this RIGHT or WRONG” for me? set intention, in full attention, I ask UnI receive. Uni’Verse’All rooted.
When I have my 5 options {handful} it’s then, I transfer to the other hand”ful”. To build opportunities.
If you could go back in time, where/when would you go?
“Looking Forward”
What is one moment you will never forget?
My mind has a natural understanding for the intimate valueof stopping time, {always} capturing the moment.
If there were no material things in this world, what would you want?
Continuesmiling from my liver, sharing again the connectedness of what Uni’Verse’All bonds can design.
What positive things has 2020 brought you?
This, is my moment. Humbly here, can we celebrate together my most wonderful experiences – & the ones soon to come.. 😊
What makes you smile?
The adoration I have for those beautiful Beings I am privileged to meet. Everyday
If any movie could be your current reality, which movie would you choose?
No thank you
What is one thing you wish you could tell your younger self?
My 21g of its very own weight spirit is my inner child. When I discovered her; “I hold her, feel her, see her, coming to care enough to understand how to love her” – Telling her everyday, “Icare for you!”
What color best describes you and why?
Purple – itsthe color of royalty
What is your vision for the world?
Oh my heavens…
Understanding Love 💗
1950 was the time of anticipation, smitten courting romance, twitterpation, excitement, patience, bonding, and the growth for relationships through companionship!
There was indoctrination ~ in home study of arts, music, language, cooking, sewing, professionalism; Training to be a reputable lady and skilled gentleman, fencing, hunting, fishing, carpentry, business, all for a greater understanding etc. Education ~ General public in school education for basic knowledge.
1950’s as well as previous generations were built on family foundation, empires were built by a Uni’Verse’All together bond, by HONOR.
This was a reflection of deep rooted CARE!
Care to honor one another in all relationships.
Women were ladies, Men were gentlemen. The courting process was beautiful, romantic, built on taking the time and care enough to get to know (understand) one another.
Sexual relations I’m sure were a thought, however it was left out of the expectation. Mothers and fathers were included in a daughters winning choice for her best !
During courting, couples truly value their time “getting to understand” one another, which go’s way beyond “getting to know” someone!
I CARE enough to understand what it is to LOVE YOU! I invite you when speaking to a loved one to say; I CARE FOR YOU instead of I LOVE YOU! This brings much value into what we are wanting to relay! Now let’s move forward in time a bit, into the 1960’s
In just a short period of time, between 1950 and 1960 the value of LOVE will begin to break.
Between 1960 & 1970 LOVE became FREE; (Free LOVE Man)! There will be public sex, orgies, rebellion, family breaks, courting is transparent, sex is an expectation, getting to know someone is free, and CARE is invisible.
Today, in 2020 people are instant in the exchange of LOVE, even to go as far as telling strangers, “I LOVE YOU.”
Not to demean any truth in that statement because I believe everyone believes in LOVING strangers, and in no way, is that strange!
However would you agree, that lifting LOVE back up by saying; “I CARE FOR YOU” (enough to understand how to LOVE you) could bring value into the fortune of LOVE?
We are Human Beings, Being Human. “BEING IS AN ACTION WORD.” “How are you BEING today?”
Something I’ve experienced being a maudlin myself; As I move through my day, everyday, several times a day, there are moments while waiting in a checkout line, or in passing, an overwhelming sentiment comes over me, when I’m lead by maudlin, sharing with someone what possibly, may brightens their day, even light up their life as much as they have mine !
I’ve raised my girls to always allow maudlin to guide them as they grow and experience other beings in different human circumstances and situations.
For instance, When I lived in NYC, passing by thousands of beings in a day was common. However on this particular day, While out walking, I passed by a man who was, (by common perception) overweight, unkempt, clothes tattered and warn, but I noticed his shoes had the most awesome laces, (skateboards on them) that were purple and red, 2 of my favorite colors.
In passing he ran into me, as quickly as I observed his shoes, I reacted. “Whoa bud, pardon me. But hey, while I have your attention, RAD LACES, YOUR SHOES ARE AWESOME!”
First I have to tell y’all, he was hanging his head as he was walking being the cause of our colliding. What provoked my reaction was; He radiated depression and low self worth.
I thought, how I react could conclude anything for this man. The only thought that came was; He could be hanging his head without any care for what happens, because he is on his way home to end his life. It was that moment when maudlin became for me what brightens my days.
When I shared my admiration for those darn shoes laces, I saw him come to life. I felt him redeem himself worthy. He was like a kid with new shoes.
Moral of the story is; Our world needs more Maudlin; More Being Maudlin; More Care, More Concern, More Being Human And Less Being Unconcerned People ‼️
“Remember, Others are only strangers because we’ve fallen so far from one another.
We are Human Beings, Being Human. “BEING IS AN ACTION WORD.”
“How are you BEING today?”
I Care For You All So Very Much. Bella, Being Human 11/17/18
Rise above the deep. Those of us buried. Reaching upward for a hand. When the risen attempt to take that hand, to pull us up, don’t be afraid to take it.
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AUTHENTIC REALITY is not just a Logo, a Brand. Authentic Reality is Attention to everything.
Authentic is HONESTY and the Bravery to tell the truth in every aspect of life. Self truth, hurtful truth, without the reservations that evoke the classic “I didn’t want to hurt their feelings” “what if they get mad at me”?
Truth is; That. That, is just the way it is!
Authentic Reality is freedom that allows us to sit comfortably with ourselves; No matter what the out come, it will be the truth.
Authentic Reality is spending time with ourselves, especially on the best of day’s, in the best of time. This will ensure during the times of challenge & personal struggle, we are secure. Able to come to an UNDERSTANDING for & of ourselves.
We must go deep personally, dig deep, an unearthing must take place for any type of Authentic Discovery!
Deep ~ Go Deep That is not the same as being deep or feeling deep. Generally deep feelers, Care and Love intensely, & much more for the one they love than they ever have for themselves.
Rise above the deep. Those of us buried. Reaching upward for a hand. When the risen attempt to take that hand, to pull us up, don’t be afraid to take it.
He who validates himself. Then and only then, does he understand validation.
Did you secure your souls {soles} providing a firm foothold upon your foundation this morning in preparation for the breaking into the birth of the day?
Worth it are the steps taken to greet yourself.
Worthy Is The Man.
The Man Strong enough.
With courage enough to look upon the vision of the Man.
Seeing himself, saying proudly; Look back, understanding you are worthy by the wise choice you’ve made to acknowledge the value of; He who sings his own praises, with arms wrapped around himself, falling into the most intimate embrace.
He will find, truly worthy of being; Who you’ve always needed. Developing a growing need to hold yourself in the highest value.
Deepest heart and soul felt hugs given. What happens when you begin showing up for yourself? You become the GIFT, because you are present.
Holding an accountable notice upon being first to greet yourself, speaking out loud and proud, that eager greeting, validating you at max level; The ultimate and only caretaker to confirm your order. Being first in the line to receive the gift of enlightenment.
You were always the map, guiding yourself, seeking to find your own value of worth. You need only take yourself.
He who validates himself. Then and only then, does he understand validation.
