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“When Life Comes From Death and The Loss of Life Teaches us How to Care Enough to Understand how to Love.”

This is the will and Strength of God

When a nightmare teaches us how to LOVE 💗

May I share with you a little something I’ve learned, not by choice but instead by force?

14 years ago I would begin burying my entire family, and in 1 year my family as I knew it was gone.
Since then, up until very recently, every aspect of life had been more tragic and transformational than anything I could have thought possible.

The truth in acknowledging that I have come through these 14 years of challenge a whole Being , mentally, psychologically, spiritually, and even more rewarding is that I am physically still alive is nothing but miraculous.

The details that are ingredients for the recipe of not just our personal lives, but sharing a bond with others, be it friendships, business and most importantly, an intimate bonds, is far more vast than our general thoughts and beliefs comprehend.

I have only been gifted the understanding of these beautiful details because I was a martyr the first half of my life.
{literally and truthfully}

13 people passed in one year and I was the one found bodies, was at the incident, who prepared bodies in caskets, dressing, hair, nails, makeup etc. cremations,
preparing + paying for all life celebration gatherings, obituaries, everything.
To then, at the end of it all realize;
I am the only living adult left,
no one to assist me, to be an elder, just me.

The reality showed me things that only having been forced to see,
is it possible for one to see.
Taking those we care for, for granted is a main course of reality.
This is something after my loss
that since, I NEVER DO and have the gratitude to show others how to also learn how to remember, to the not acknowledge, again not remember, again forget to remember and forget to make this a priority.
On & on Over & over.

Few people understand Love, and I was once one of us who was lost in love.

“I CARE ENOUGH TO UNDERSTAND HOW TO LOVE YOU.”