Through the Looking Glass

Fight The Good Fight

Look • View • See

7 years ago I posted the below photo.

Goodness this is something to think about.
Rings right.
& Righteousness Really Rings true.

I have been, had been trying
for so long to get right,
“Get IT right.”
“IT” Being “Me,”
Life, and the whole of everything that was all wrong and F’d up.
Every time I would fall, fail,
and I mean miserably.
Believe me when I tell you I tried,
I really did try.

When everyone only saw me fail in every way that a Being could fail,
what they didn’t know is how much there was I needed to let go of.

Today I am FREE.
Today I stand in the pretty light
of life.
“The above statement says it all.”

My faith has always been my stronghold.
At the end there in my struggles,
many people thought I was truly and absolutely crazy, a lost cause.
I however knew I could do it,
so, I would keep trying.
I knew one thing for sure, and that was, I WAS NEVER GOING TO GIVE UP,
On Life or On Myself.

I had so much and so many people
I love that made my fight through
the darkness a driving force,
that I’m sure looked crazy from
looking in. And, that is ok.

I’ve learned that no matter the opinion others put out, opinions
are never fully correct and quite often made out of others unsettled unhappiness.
My advice is, go ahead and Toss out the attachments to what others think. Even when we fail, and fall, what matters is, that we get back up and try again like a crazy person wanting to be free !

What I know for sure;
FAITH AND PERSEVERANCE IS THE KEY
🔑!

I believed in myself,
even when I was my worst.
Especially when I was at my worst.

Today; I am layers of beauty and just a heck of a good time. Now learning how wonderful it is to be a best friend and have best friends.
Live a humble and beautiful life
from the lessons of humility.

Seeking the Truth.
Speaking the Truth.
Living my Truth.
Being my VERY BEST SELF.
Today, I am love
💕

Thank you for those of you who
are those of you!

𝓥.

Reflecting

Self Care
Reflection is not something I seek 
to understand within her full measurements.

“Image is a universal description
of personal depiction.”

Dictatorship with intent to speak to one “Self.”
For instance, Looking at Self in
the mirror greeting Self with kind recognition.

We could, choose to do this…
We could even choose to speak out
loud to ourselves, as we look into the mirror.
Checking in with Self.
Eye to eye asking,
Self;
“How are you Being Today?”

Or more often than not, do we instead, choose to check our appearance?
Which then has lead us to self discrimination with a quick belittling insult claiming,
Ugh, “Having a bad hair day!”
something we're all guilty of.

Disconnected and unaware of most of our personal insults, even as silly as a bad hair day claim may seem, this is personally damaging and Self abuse.

Reflection comes from the deepest depths within us, deeper than the flesh. Reaching down into the roots of all energetic pathways.
“From the Crown, all the way down through the SOULS OF OUR FEET.”

Reflection comes from the cavities
of our past.
The {History}
Our own personal “Hi’Story” 🙋🏽‍♀️
Our lives unearthed, revealed, released, uncaptured, set free.

The image is not always reflection.
And reflection is almost never an Image.
In order to find reflection,
we have to begin with, finding
time, taking notice of our
beautiful details,
and basking in the fountain of our beautiful existence.

Proudly embracing our perfect imperfections. {Something we refer to as flaws}
Consciously investing attention into the privilege of having the ability to, visually capture an in-depth look.
To see.
To view admirably, the many layers
of beauty in the mirror, reflecting.

Greeting ourselves when we wake in the morning. Then again before sleeping each night, allowing Self, time to meet reflection in the mirror, saying Self;
“I care for you enough to understand how to love you.”

Self,
I'm proud of you.
You are brave.
Hugging ourselves with pleasure and gratitude to be able.
Smiling upon ourselves, granting ourselves a restful nights sleep.

All of these beautiful elements
grant us a reflection, we are
allowed to meet again, over and
over everyday.

Never would we schedule a meeting with any other Being, before we have met with, and greeted ourselves FIRST !

-
I was sitting in my hotel room,
thinking about “Being.”
Being Human, and what that means;
To Be Human?
Then I thought, I can’t just,
“Be Human.”
Grow to harness authentic reflection {in the mirror}
Seeing Self.
Asking; “How Am I Being?”
Seeking “TRUTH”,
Mantras Every morning at 6am.
Again in the afternoon 1:11pm.
Upon the closing of the day, into the sleepiness of night,
“I” will check in with “Myself”
by out loud asking;
𝒱𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒶, How are you Being?

“UnI has nothing to do with me and you, but everything to do with Us”

“Be” Honest – “Being” True

“UnI has nothing to do with me and you, but everything to do with Us”

New Personal Challenge

In addition to my Mantras.
In addition to connecting the “Souls” of my feet to the roots of “UnI for my continuing to receive the “Verse” for myself, and to share with my friends,
All of y’all” 💜

I am sitting in my hotel room, thinking about “Being.” Being Human, and what that means;
To Be Human?
Then I thought, I can’t just,
“Be Human.
One must check in with oneself while authentic reflection {in the mirror}

asking; “How Am I Being?”

In addition to my seeking “TRUTH”
Every morning after 6:00am Mantra/7:00am,
again in the afternoon 1:11pm;
And, Every closing night,
I” will check in with “Myself.”
“𝒱𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝒶, How are you Being?

Yours sincerely,
Bella Uni’Verse

“UnI has nothing to do with me and you, but everything to do with Us”

– Imagine Reflecting

Image Reflecting

Image Reflecting

 
Reflection is not something that most of us understand in its full measure.
“Image is a universal description of personal depiction.”

We could look in the mirror to greet ourselves with kind recognition, but instead do we check our appearance?

Do we then claim
"A bad hair day"
something we're all guilty of.

Reflection comes from the deepest depths within us, deeper than the flesh.

Reaching down into the roots of all energetic depths,
through the “SOULS OF OUR FEET.”

Reflection comes from the cavities

of our past.
The {history}
Hi’Story of our lives unearthed.

The image is not always reflection.
In order to find reflection,

we have to begin with,
finding time, taking notice of our beautiful details, our beautiful existence.

Proudly embrace what we call flaws, these are perfect imperfections. Consciously invest attention to the privilege of having the ability to, visually capture an in-depth look.
To view admirably, seeing layers of beauty in the mirror.

Greeting ourselves when we wake.
Then again midday,

and before closing our day to sleep; always remembering to meet our reflection in the mirror, saying self, I care for you enough to understand how to love you.

I'm proud of you.
I am brave.
Hugging ourselves with pleasure

to be able.

Smiling upon ourselves,

we grant ourselves a restful
nights sleep.

All of these beautiful elements

that grant us reflection,
we are allowed to do over and over everyday.

Never scheduling a meeting with another Being before we have first greeted ourselves!


Vanisha'Bella
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